Post by Dr. Tyme on Apr 27, 2011 13:09:33 GMT -5
Prelude: Memories from a album
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(~: I started this album the moment I met you, I had to make sure that there was a way to help you remember. Do you remember Ruth? I try and comeback to find you, but you are never around. I cried and cried wishing you were around when I would come back, but I would find you in the arms of another man. You never were very patient, neither was I. We were kids, I am forever a kid. That's why I forgive you, the same way Maxine forgave me and released me. I am forever to rule, just because I am that light at heart. I told you I did not like earth, but you would not let me leave. I found my way home finally. I found the stairway to get to that next plateau. This is not something I can just hand to you, you have to earn your way. Josie earned her way, Shane earned his way. I kicked Jacon because right off the bat he needs to realize I never give handouts. Lately my mind hasn't been me, it's been parts of me. You have heard me speak of them, I tell you stories all the time. I am just too stupid to understand how to explain them to you. I have never met somebody so low before. I feel such deep pity for you Ruth Jones. Your family cursed to the depths of the deep. Keep fighting your way to the top and I will meet you there love.
I picked up this album, half filled in. I am not the One. I am One though, and it only takes One to change the world. Just like Dorian made made Maxine see, she in turned showed me to appreciate my life. I will make you appreciate life or die and let you start all over. I know that I have helped you. I know that though me a soul you saved, a great soul? I'll tell ya when I get there. I have faith in you to pull it off, I have been too afraid of breaking you, but I did not break her.
What will become of my fairy ballerina? Will we ever end up together? It is her choice, Live or Die? I am only one, I am only one. Just ... One.:~)
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(As we slip into Dorian Nightshade's memories and mind it's like traveling through space, through a wormhole of time that takes us where ever he wishes us to be with him. Like a ghost watching a world that he can never be a part of Dorian watched Maxine read the letter he'd placed for her.
{The letter}
My lovely Maxine, you are not the One, I was mistaken letting you play with Loren. You are so strong though I knew I sensed power within you. Forgive me? All of you have power if you would only embrace it. Sara taught me that, I do not know where she is, I am sorry that I could never find her. Remember the trap I placed you in. I was arrested and you told them I wasn't the guy. Why did you lie to them? I pondered this forever, and then it hit me. The truth is all lies, you make your own.
Do you love me Max? I love you, but like a child, like a mother. I will grant you your wish I promise, but my heart I can never give, it does not belong to me. I tried to give her to Amanda, but Ruth just won't go. She'll never see I am dead, her journey would destroy her. I am not worth anything like that. Please do not follow me Max, please stay and take care of all of them. You have to take over and raise another.
As always,
Dorian Knight
{End The Letter}
Maxine put down the letter she couldn't read anymore of it. She was sobbing hard. She stood up and banged her fist off the wall. Then she slipped down crying in a crumpled mess on the floor. She shook violently as she laid there. She got up and paced back and forth bitting on her nails and ripping off dead skin from her fingers. Aggressively running the other hand though her hair. She hears the rain outside, the rain she hated. <tap tap tap tap> It was almost all she heard was rain, In the rain she could feel his pain, his tears, how he was lost in the dark and crying. She could not help him he is too far away. It trapped her in sorrow. Everything is so grey you can not see black and white. Everything is the same, she had taken heroin and cocaine to escape the pathetic reality that trapped her.
It took Loren making her face death that she'd seen the light of it all. She has to take what she wants or get stomped on by the rich and ungrateful young. Only the dead seem grateful these days she thinks.))
Blake tossed in his sleep and sat up. The room was dark, he was maybe seven years old. He put himself back under the covers from fright. He didn't want to see them, he could see them in the dark. The spirits, he did not like the way they looked.
Maxine & Loren Bridgestone
(~: How do you like that mug shot? How old was I Max?
She had to think about it leaning over the pictures of the small boy and softly smiled, he was such a sad child. She'd just wanted to lift him up, he was so dead and so much of a life ahead of him. She took a deep breath as she stood behind him. "Uh fifteen..." <I wrote this in for her thinking you might like knowing what happen.
"Um.. I hardly remember that age. How old were you?
She took a deep breath to think. As she scratched her head. "Twenty four... Yet I was stupid, I love you Dorian. I am sorry for locking you away. Then I let you go and you fell right off the edge. ... I am so sorry.)
He felt like he was kissed on the head and been popped on the head and was seeing stars. What was this feeling? Why was he remembering things? Why was he spiraling through a dark endless space, it was so full of unknown things, of secret whispers, of the feeling like death was always with you laughing and mocking you. Blake woke up and looked at the pictures.
This was a different living space he had, he had a lot of them. They meant nothing to him, little to anything means anything to Loren Bridgestone, and even less to a man that lives within him named Dorian Knight.
He hasn't been home since last Injection, just to his many homes and the warehouse. He has been isolating himself everyone was coming from diffrent directions. His phone ringed he looked at the ID before answering. "Hey Josie, I am fine. Yeah I am. I just need to be alone. You can handle yourself just fine. I promise."
He hung up the phone and looked down at the album he had fallen asleep looking through.
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Ruth Jones & Loren Bridgestone
(~: In case you forgot, this was when I first discovered true love. Something you and only you can kill. It is too beautiful to allow to die, but yet living with it is so agonizing. Then again ... I was a young kid. You were young too. I took off and left you because you are a bitch, and I am not going to let you boss me the fuck around.
He let out a light laugh as he wrote in the album.*
Then again I'd hate for you to just roll over and take it like a corpse. I like live prey, something that fights back. I am often not sure of who I even am, and you always try and remind me. Yet you don't know me either. Focus on yourself my love, not me. I can't fix you anymore then you can fix you. Time is it's own master all you can o is wait and hope. Least what I been doing...
Hope? I found new hope now ... :~)
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Sprit Fire & Blake Archer
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(~: This girl wasn't nothing to me. Sorry sweetheart, but it takes a lot to impress Dorian Knight, I will promise you that right now.
No really, that was Dorian when I saw her all I thought was DAMN!
Yeah well I remember Ruth saying after awhile that when she heard her theme song she wanted to slice heads off. Welcome to the tortured life my love. I have heard the same song and dance for so many years by the time you met me that I was just ready to explode and destroy the world, but first ... first I had to have a following. I had to start the revolution. That and her entro to the ring did catch my attention, I am a sucker for dirty birds, I can't help it.:~)
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(~: Nobody listened to the lyrics of my theme song. They thought look at this goth wanna be jock. Well fuck them I am Blake Archer! I am ME! I have suffered, I have been poor, and I have been rich. Well some preach to me of the high and mighty and how they drown in their own sloth. I DO NO SUCH THING! I know my faults, I embrace them, ask Dax Clark! Ask a man that called me coward time and time and time again. Yes I am a coward, but if you faced what I face at the end of my road you would see the light that I fear. An entire time in the dark, and now I must be blinded by this light that will kill me!
Heh-Heh, Dax thinks he knows our fears, to know one's fear you must first ... Know thy flesh. .. I will deliver ya know I'm a forgiver. Your own personal jesus. Raven does not even know my sins. I know them I just have no soul to take. so I am an eternal pawn that is fighting to get free. Are you going ot set me free? Dax thought he was going to? Riot is starting to boil a bit, but that loony never stopped seeing tweety birds.
I chose my theme for a special reason, only a select few quickly caught on to me. Ashley I forget her last name. Trish noticed me, Your buddy Levinator. Who has never dared to face Dorian, you going to convince him Sprit? If you deliver you know I am a forgiver, so what do you want? Repentance or Damnation?
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Couple of Playboy Bunnies
(~: Really? You are really serious Sprit? You forgot when I beat you down so you teamed up with Maxine to get under my skin. Sometimes I think the meaning of devotion is impossible to test with you. I danced so hard on the graves of the wicked when she fell to your ignorance. I warned her to stay the hell away and let me handle it, but she had to act like me. Yet here she is taking you in again?! Such a drug addict, she can't get enough of that misery you love to spread. Go for it you stupid witch! I want you to draw back that elder, I want those powers to gather and fight. Sara if you are out there at all, please come devour me! Come grant me my judgement! Bring forth the King of the Dead and let his hammer fall!
What are you talking about Dorian? Sara is just a tough ass pagen. I liked this issue for some reason, but I never opened it, though. I made Sara go through and black stuff out, yeah...
Good black as your soul. I would bet my head that Maxine talked you into it Ruth so she could get to me. Well congraulations. She wants this war to end so bad, then fine by me, but it will end with a death at a funeral, and you know this. If not then you will.!:~)
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Blake Bridgestone
(~: Angry much dude? This was One last attempt to be myself, yeah I had dumped Maxine and Sprit was not around. I was just alone in the world after taking off. Sara knew where I was, there is usually always One watching after me all the time. So I thought my bro Jake and I would rise to the top, I looked good back then, great shape too. A lot of the girls liked me, I like girls they are simple, but confusing as well. It's just a war I can't win. They love to walk by my cage and look at my empty shell, so I let them. Why not entertain the birds well I am among them? haha. I spoke and boosted egos of Ashley, some woman named JJ, I think Shane dated her. She was a huge mark for me and I was liked whatever. Which she told me was my allure. lol. Girls are odd, but I love them all the same.
Do not listen to that fool. I excelled without those wrenched leeches on me. I scared Ashley and JJ said that I could be her master anytime. Not like they matter really, but nice to see that I had that much a draw. Yet I never got a title, anger problems lead to other problems. Was just horrible and all those bitches fault. Calling me and crying, asking when I was coming back. How do I know? Did you ever think of that Sprit? When you left and danced around with the devil you never gave a fuck about telling me when you'd come back. Yet I was to be the one faithful? I was to sit with the children? Then I got locked away, and met the medication that restored my mind. Very, very sweet medication. If Maxine and my Psychiatrist had not helped me through this time I might have finally lost the game.:~)
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You hid my link from me, but I forgive you. You after all did become a mother.
(~: Now this one I actually remember, I remember finding out I was a daddy, but Loren can not be a father he is a puss of a boy. I could not be a father I'd snap the child's neck. Then I seen her, and that she was a little angel. She was not like her mother a harlot wanting to feast off my heart and laugh as you eats it in front of me. ... heh ... I love my evil angel. I could talk to my little girl though she liked Daddy's fairy tales, to her they were tales told from God. My precious little girl, she looks liked her mother, but with my eyes. Maxine knew I wouldn't leave my daughter so she kidnapped her so I would leave Ruth. I did and I became more attached to Nikki, I ran into Ruth though and could see the hurt in her face. I was going through life so fast I lost myself. I hated that I couldn't quit thinking about Ruth, every time I looked at Nikki it made me remember her. So I left her with Maxine for awhile.
Dorian tells fairy tales too? Wow, yeah I told Nikki fairy tales too, she would get so scared she would shake and and smirked about that fear installed in her. She always ran to her daddy when she was scared because nobody could scare her like her daddy can. Though now she is older she thinks she knows it all. I see more of myself and think about my mother. She is very attached to her me lately and I push her off on you Sprit. Just be a mother if it's all you know. How horrible it was when I was Nikki's age I had developed my multiple personality disorder. I would write down stories, I see her all alone do you? She reads her books, she listens to my fairy tales, and she keeps her journals. She told me the kids at school harass her about me being crazy. I am not there a lot, but I promise her that their words are nothing, because they are nothing to speak down to her. I remember how I began to lose myself the more I seen death over take my mother, so slowly, so passingly I watched her suffer. She gave birth to me when nobody wanted her too. She forced me to have life. I been spoiled to a lazy stupid cupid. I was angry about that. I wanted to have the knowledge not just the memories. Though as I get older, I love my memories more then life. Just like I get angry at you now, and it reminds me of being young. I might leave, but I come back I always have. They locked me away after I became too unstable and tried to kill myself. I don't want Nikki to go through that in her schooling. If I am not here to remind her that she is special then who is going to do this?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJQAYYZ8A4g
Well Loren was off crying and cutting himself, I was taking the punches for him. I had to be the one that silently walked around the earth like a living dead. I sheltered him. I have been through so much pain it's numb. Loren took on mental scars well I took on scars of the flesh. I told Nikki about my childhood, she is not afraid of her Father. She knows the truth about my life and that I can die at peave knowing that one truth is out there.
I have one thing to say about death. Dying is like a sexual climax that never stops till you are born out of that dark tunnel of birth. In fact ... "Listen, real poetry doesn't say anything; it just ticks off the possibilities. Opens all doors. You can walk through anyone that suits you." Jim Morrison said this, and My love, I have to open the doors, I am sorry, my love. I am always looking.:~)
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Couple of Playgirl Studs
(~: I remember Maxine putting Snake and I together and we unleashed a bunch of craziness onto the fwf, we might have other places to, but I forget. I remember fwf because I found my passion there, I dreamed of red. I needed blood and violence, I created a weapon of nightmares and named her my passion. I realized I had a daughter and I just wanted to escape back to my childhood as much as possible. I wanted to go back to my destiny of taking it all over, of rising from the filth and muck of the earth to claim might birthright from thy Father.
See! Do you see this little puss that YOU married! I fight with myself I am ready to kill myself to let myself die. Yet ... YOU BLOODY YOU! You won't let me slip into that fate. Loren is such a sad excuse of a person that I just need to kill him and you won't let me!
Hey dude I am writing in here too, you writing love letters to yourself or something? People might think writing in an ablum as you and well you is kinda queer. PS if you read this I love you.
Snake why are you in this?! DO NOT TOUCH MY STUFF! Just because I dubbed you a Zodiac does not grant you freedom!
^haha, dude is angry. It's not queer at all man and ... I love you too dude. I mostly want Nikki to be able to read things for her mother. I don't want Ruth to forget like I did.:~)
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(~: Chaz was a weird fan, I didn't know I really effected anyone that much? Remember I have had many fans come up to me before. I have heard many stories of how I changed a life or opened up a person's hope and imagination. I was actually quite flattered seeing how much Chaz was after me. I felt like a little boy again with her wanting me to train her, most people didn't want me to train them I picked them out. I didn't know she was so, out there though ... um. Remember that loony girl that was my psychiatrist? ... yeah I remember her.
Oh yeah that young girl. haha, I will not name her, she was most sweet and precious to me. The one to rule them all and in the darkness bind them. Those words are more true to her and I then 1+1=2. Yet now I have took in another, why did I do this people will ask. Because I am tired of living in nothing, I am tired of living with no link! I have to leave on last encore before I let you go my love, but my feelings are eternal and pure no matter what.
What did Chaz do really? I been trying to figure this out. She scare the piss out of you Sprit? haha. Decide that Loren as too much a puss to get you back? You had to wake me up and bring me back through time, you have to rip me more and more. I am so tired of being under your thumb, Loren is so tired. I love my brother so I will save him. I will do this great favor. I even released you and you cried from me to come back. So here I am baby... what the fuck do you want? I thought you had something interesting or entertaining for me and I get here ... and I am hanging out with Shane or Loren Sr. in my opinion and watching you and Maxine hackle to death. Heh, Chaz I told you the loser would pay, thank you and you are very welcome my dear.:~)
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Resurrected to our Legend
(~: Shane is Blake's bro any idiot would be able to tell that means both Loren and I. Stupid. Still this girl was too interesting. I seen her and could hear the beat of death following her. She is invisible to him with her dark mind, but yet she wants the light so bad. She weeps for it like I watched Sprit. I heard her voice, her tormented scared soul walking past me. Her noose was still hanging around her neck, She begged me to pull her back up even if it snapped her neck. She is so sick and tired of the nothingness. My heart felt snapped, how do I save this soul? Will she help me and believe me if I do so? I smirked thinking what a crazy lost angel, I offered to just raise her up and she refused. She has to be taken up by her fallen halo to remember where she was born from. She must have forgotten how she hung herself. Pretty little angels forget how they find me most of the time, but I once fell and too became a puppet then I climbed back up my rope and took back my glory. You want it again Sprit? You want my glory over me huh? Then push me off the cloud as my halo is around my neck. If you do not then I will gladly allow Josie the Pleasure of your End.
If you are going to be telling fairy tales Dorian then involving Josie, I did not hang myself Josie. I was different Josie. I shot off my wings and just fell to the earth, that sweet glorious seductress got me. I was dumb I forgot that I can't die so I am stuck on earth. Her complete void of nothingness. *signs* I doubt you'll even look at the album, but even so it helps tell my story, if to nobody else but myself. I only want to help, she can still crawl back up to heaven she has not cut her strings yet, her rope is still tied. She will not fall like the others, she is a number, just like all the rest. Just like I am One, I was the first, but does that matter? A number is still a number. Maybe I taught her well enough? maybe Nikki will continue it? Then again, I always have a back up ... I always have a back up Sprit remember that. Josie understand my struggle, she knows how my heart beats, and my mind ticks. She also knows it flips like a coin, but it's all cool. She is curious enough to tare it apart to figure it all out.
You are right my brother, the fairy tale Sprit is about three queens. The king lets them run in the kingdom, then he realized that they did as they wished. The one respectfully, yes daddy. And she was sent off. The send one grumbled yes daddy, and she was sent off and plotted how to over throw her father. The third, the third one would not leave her father's side. Why will you not go my child, this is what I asked her. I am too afraid daddy. she replied. I walked along her side and helped her overcome fear.
The queens got older and blossomed into young women. Their lust was like mud to the father's eyes, his angels are to be pure. The King called on them. My children why do you not for forth and bare the seed of thy hand. The first on chuckled and went off, yes father she said. Ad so she went off and searched for a King like her father who had helped her grow so much. Then the second one, did not want to do such a thing. She liked toying with young men too much and dominating over them, family would only slow her down. Yes daddy she grumbled and went off ignoring him. She kept having her empty relationships with no fulfillment of a child. The third one again would not leave. My child why will you not go off with the others. I only love you father. And so I sent her to the earth to spread the word of love and devotion, giving her a twins to keep her company.
The queens now woman have again came to a new cross roads. The first one has suffered much in her journey and does not trust in her father anymore. The second has renounced her father for tossing her to the wolves, when in fact he did as she wished. The third one, she is lost ... the two trips to earth she had missed out on had left her much to experience for one so young, but The King took pity upon her and descended himself down into a new Son.
He grew up as horrible a life as his Queen, but unlike her the King has created this Kingdom, not being respected like he should for his power angered his wrath. He returned to the heavens and brought upon a new age of man. Eight time he has down this, and now we enter the Nine. If you are sitting next to Maxine while reading this Sprit then you will see her eyes grow wide. The Nine all on earth, what will you do Sprit? What team will you really play for? I am not Loren, I am only Blake part time as a mask. I have been and will be forever Dorian Chaos.
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Place inside the Fire of the Bull - My foretold Prophesy come to life
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(~: The end is coming so I have to sin, I have to die out this blinding light. They are using her to destroy me and she let's them! What kind of love is that!? You will never give in will you? *sighs* This endless endless loop. I repented, I begged them to deliver me from this I gave in to all of them, but yet she won't let me return to my home. I hope you read this, I hope that you remember our lives, but I don't think you ever will, so here is to a new year of hell, here is to a another age of evolution and starting over from bloody scratch again!! BLOODY SCRATCH! Well... at least this time around I have company, I am so sick of looking at your face! Your stupid idiot face!
www.youtube.com/watch?v=rxujAPhxlo0
(~:The closer I get to the Truth Ruth the move I burn I can feel the flames of hell around me. I could just sit through it and not care, but then I hear the voices. I hear the Spirits call out to me. They say Loren you are such a dirty wanker. I feel the shame, am I? Then a part of me likes that feeling of shame. You are just like her, they laugh at me. I shake my head no-no I am not dirty. I am clean. I am clean and godly. I am a father, I am not a bad man. I am a good man. I do not want to be in the dark, please don't put me in the dark again...please. I just want to see again, I can sit in the dark I promise. Never never never kill my love
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INTO THE FIRE!!
(~:Well screw it! that woman could shove it! Sprit the Universe Champion? I rather see her hung from a lamp post. She always steps down on me so I push her off and stomp back to remind her who the fuck I am. I went back to my drinking to get her the hell out of my head! Shane knows when I started back up, when I started smoking again. I hate being with her, but I can't stand to be away from her. We can never have the same thing yet that's what brought us together what are dreams. In the end somebody's dreams have to get shattered. Sprit does not nor have you ever loved me, you love Loren... you love Blake Archer, she love everyone then will dive right in that empty hole for you, but not Dorian. Dorian hits her, Dorian tells her what a bitch she is and how completely mental she made him with her stupidity. She tricked Dorian into letting her play with Loren. Then Loren fell into the abyss known as Sprit Fire. I am the face of rage, of war, there is nothing that stops Dorian from taking what he wants, and how to get it, not even a fire pixie with sparkling wings. I have a new element, fuck your fire!:~)
(~: For once, Dorian and I agree a bit. I am the One, I have no idea what been going through Dorian's head but he is NOT taking my spot away from me, NEVER again! That Universe title is MINE! Shane knows how I feel, Sprit knows how I feel and in case she claims, oh I forgot well I will fucking remind her. Riot I know remembers, and I seen you trying to get to my wife. Striking a deal with the devil boy? Well you'll have to go through me to meet your God. If Raven does not know how I feel then he will at REBIRTH! This is THE Gathering! There can only be ONE and that One is Blake Archer, don't you ever...EVER forget that!:~)
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Scene 1: The Stolen Sprite
The scene opens up with Blake sitting on a chair with the back of it in the front and his elbows are resting on it. Resting on a desk listening to him talk is Chaz, her vibrant eyes like a child's as they are focused on ever word Blake says.
"Long ago the elves discovered the birth of a Sprite, oh the queen of the fey they all sang. They danced and danced for their new princess that would deliver them from The Dark One. But ... and I can not stress the but enough in here. The Dark One knew of a way to destroy the Everlasting Light, if she kept her burning brighter and brighter till people forgot then she would be nevermore. She took her in the night ant brought her to this very age of man. I chased down the Dark One, I deceived by the Dark One, but she is forgiven even she has taken on too much. She had called upon me for a reason and I forgive that."
"Is Sprit suppose to be the One? That fey queen?"
He chuckled and rubbed his eyes. "You have to let me finish my dear, it takes me awhile to gather my thoughts. Patients is ... a virtue, learn it, live it love it. Anyway I was saying... Oh yes, the Dark One was forgiven. As the years went on Another had creep around and she fell in love with the Dark One. She decided that time should keep on going, and once again foiled with me to keep the Everlasting one burning. I am a bit tired by that point, but I gave in. After awhile I gave up I quit dreaming I drowned into a waking sleep... or living death. Maybe I was slipped a potion who knows. The point was I forgot many things while I lay there all alone in my head. A lot of my fairy tales I have forgotten. Ruth killed them out of me. I know how Sprit woke me up, that is easy ... but you... something about you. I know you will not leave me alone."
He smirked a little, as he did think about his fairy tales a lot and lived his live solely off them. "I love you Chaz, the fairest of them all, and the one that will not leave my side. I told Shane that of all the fans I have met you are the most precious to me now. I can feel it magnetizing me in, I talked to a man the other day and he is on his death bed practically, yet all he wants to do is break his binds so he can die in peace. I am not going to be like that on my death bed Chaz. Just looking at him and he comeplte devotion to holding onto hope, it hit me... you gave me back hope when I was in despair. I was so trapped in her lies and misery that I stopped searching for my hope and desire. For that I can never stop loving you."
He slightly swelled with light tears. He already felt like his life was half over. Thirty - Two years old and still nothing but second best to his wife, to his best friend, to his enemies. He has Super kicked Jacon to tell him "open your eyes!"
He has worked all his life to be the fucking best and what the fuck happen to him? A fucking woman, fucking kids, and them driving him insane. When he had first ran into Jacon he seen how the guy listen to him, and instantly knew he was on his side. He felt like that with Chaz as well, and with Josie. Yet Shane and Sprit he always had felt Sprit was using him to get to his brother. Now ... now his fears were coming true and he knew why finally.
"I have no idea what Shane is thinking right now he disobeyed me and screwed Alayna now he has the Diamond Princess pregnant. That Universe title is everything to us, but at least he had a shot at winning it. Raven is after my blood he wants my head. Everything is all about Raven. Maxine is after Raven's will, he tapped her on the head and found the most willing soul of them all well she was in the dark. Then there is Sprit...that I have no earthly idea what she is after, but feeding her greed and ambition. She must feel me slipping away from her? Hahahaha, she always did like to jerk me back to her when I would pull away. Well... if that is the game then I can play, if it's Raven's will that Maxine hide's behind then I will smite it with blood, all of their blood. Shane wants to serve a new master, then so be it, his head is mine. Shane fears no man, not even One. I find that inspiring, defy thy God, slap him in the face and say look at that shit. What passion he has, when the wind settle I want Riot and I in the middle of that ring to finish what I started way back at HalloWicked. This time it is face to face, just like I promised. Something Dax Clark could not do...COWARD! HAHHAHA! What do I have to be a coward about? Dying? Being found? I am just that damn good at what I do Dax, just because it made you look down at your pants and frown because mt talent is that much bigger...Ugh. I am sorry Chaz." He'd started tailing off like he had cameras around and was being recorded as he spoke about Shane and then Dax. He often would do that when he started to speak about things. His mother had raised them with passion and ambition, as he had no escape he would slip off into day dreams, Riot also did this and he knew.
She smirked and sat there listening to him. He smirked back at her and went back to thinking. This woman was very patient with him and he didn't quite understand it, but it felt true.
I am sorry for my sins against Riot, but it had to be done. To show Riot the light ahead, to warn Riot of the dangers. Yet still people disobey me, now Riot is after Sprit? I bet she takes Riot up on the offer, why not. I bet she is seeing that Primo guy, that he suits her fancy a lot better then I ever could."
Chaz stood up and sighed as she put her arms around him, he'd placed his head on the back of the chair and leaned forward there staring at the ground. He closed his eyes as Chaz's hands rubbed over his tense shoulders. He felt his heart pump steady, it was loud and in his ears, he thought of his mother's death. He thought of his brother's and sister screaming in pain. He could not bring her back, but yet she was right there! "This is my Rebirth Chaz, my last chance, I have to take it. Remember what I asked you to do? You said yes, it doesn't matter why, but you did. I will not fall Chaz, I know that I have two that will save me and One that will carry on. Now I have nothing to fear and am no longer afraid."
He now stood up and hugged her. "Thank you for taking away my fear and giving me back hope."
She smiled slightly hugging him back with the scene fading out. She'd came back for a reason, he was not sure of it, but deep inside he felt that it was what he was waiting for all these years.
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Scene 2: Story time is Over Face your Seven and die
www.youtube.com/watch?v=RUnll0QgnuE
Blake stands there in a calm stature. His black Legendary shirt on and his wrestling tights. He is ranting to himself though in a calm tone.
It's your New World Order...Can you really keep order, huh Sprit?
He seethed through his teeth as he held out one finger.
never doubt, never despair. when that wind whispers to you to turn around laugh it off for it is I. Just reminding you to keep going. Forget about all vices... I ma sick of saving your ass save your own fucking ass. I am not going to baby sit you through this war. I am not going to make you pick which side. But you better fucking grow a set of nuts this fucking go around and pick one!
He spins on his heel and thinks for a second.
The first kind of vice, though sinful, is believed less serious than the second. Vices recognized as spiritual by Christians include blasphemy (holiness betrayed), apostasy (faith betrayed), despair (hope betrayed), hatred (love betrayed), and indifference (scripturally, a "hardened heart") My love. You claim to be past all of these? You are too possessive to ever understand the new peace I have found. There is only one Carnal sin in the world Ruth and that is Love betrayed. I once preached to you about this, do you remember?
How you laid with men well I was away. I promised to come back, but yet you did not wait. I hated you, I could not wait to grant you death. I hardened my heart, I took it all in and plotted your down fall. This would be the most elaborate hunt of them all. One I been planing over a course of 2000 years.
He chuckles and rubbed his hands together thinking more deeply on his past and what he learned from it. He had to open the flood gates to get there, but it was better then being nothing anymore.
I can not say too much, no they hear they listen. They want us separated, how dare a god become half-mortal, how dare a mortal feel a god's love. How dear he give her the key to his heart that could stop time itself. I ... I warned you. I told you to stay away, but no you are too greedy. You had to know best didn't you?
He read from a book.
{{Christian theologians have reasoned that the most destructive vice equates to a certain type of pride or the complete idolatry of the self. It is argued that through this vice, which is essentially competitive, all the worst evils come into being. In Judeo-Christian creeds, it originally led to the Fall of Man, and, as a purely diabolical spiritual vice, it outweighs anything else often condemned by the Church.}}
Blake reads. Then he coughs and continues to talk.
Adam had pride in his creator, not in the one that was prideful of herself. I told Mr. Highland this after Shane and I had a heart to heart with the kid. We felt bad for him. Zelean had screwed him over getting into his head with jealousy. We can smell the blood of the ignorant a mile away, too bad it is The Wicked that become the Devil's pawn. I fell for you and that breath taking pride. Such a proud little birdie everything I wished to be, that I desired.
Blake laughed, then he stood up and looked around he had to close his eyes as his body shoot from a tremor though his body.
Hahaha! You silly British bird, rattle your cage enough? Well then I will just have to keep shaking...and SHanking.
Blake grabbed an empty bird cage that was in front of him and violently shook it till the metal separated and he ripped the cage and tossed it away.
How it feel Sprit? When I split now you split?
He smirked as he stood there.
The planets are lining up I am leaving baby. So you coming with me? Or are you staring here? Have you figured out the riddle? Have you desired my code? Have you faced death? Have you devoured the dark side to embrace the white? The planets will not stop for you this time, the world will not stop turning because I am no more and forever more. Just ask The Raven, he knows the truth. I seen into those dark eyes, your master as he handed you off to me. I felt my soul split in half as your brown eyes for a split second became ghostly and white, then I seen nothing but black. Stuck in purgatory with you my love... just like I asked, well I am tired of waiting for you to figure out what to do, so you get One more time.
Blake slowly breaths for a moment.
"No matter my form, you always come for me don't you?"
He smirked a little and swallowed hard.
"I am not letting you win that Universe title, nor am I letting Raven win it. The Universe title DEFINES my brother, I don't know what Raven did to Shane, but his plot got unraveled quickly. Because see Shane knows something that you don't Sprit. You got so jealous over Chaz kidnapping you to get close to me that it intrigued my mind. I had to play the nice guy though, my wife was gone. I had to keep Nikki calm from her nightmares, I had the twins screaming and screaming for their mummy. I was ready to rip my own head out. Shane helped me stay calm, I did not fall into temptation!"
He slammed his fist against the wall hard and then shook as he smirked, his hair had fallen in front of his face like a curtian.
"I was so happy you called for me Sprit, then I was here, I was back. You tried to tag the tag team titles from me. Chaz was justified in kidnapping you. Otherwise how could I have gotten out from under you long enough to do anything? Whatever she did to you must have been real bad my darling for you to call out my name. You see even Maxine fears the blackness of my soul. For when I am righteous, I am blinding and true ... but when I am wicked then I am Devious and shrew. Even more so then her, I remember Maxine torturing you Sprit. She had your sister, she had done the same to me before in rage. I loved it, I grew stronger as I came of age and rose up against her. I bet she liked it, seeing the power in me mature. I bet that is what you are feeling now? Fear ... heh ... you do not fear? Are you afraid that when I die we will not find our way back together? I used to Sprit, but I gave up on it. If you want to find me then you will find me. I have left my traces of my soul to help lead the way. But you know what that is like, ripping the soul? If not then you will ... all at once. I was the type of kid that would peel the bandage off slowly because I was too afraid of the pain, I had to grow used to it and slow it down. What type of child were you Ruth?""
He turned around and leaned his head against a wall.
"So many other girls have found me, they love me, they want me to show them love. I am not magic man I say to them. But I give in, I am after all so tired and weak anymore. Why I move so slowly to think out my move. Some say I am a Cerebral Assassin, because I penetrate your mind so deeply it's like an explosion inside your mind. Shane called me the Messiah, why because he felt like he would never move on from Christian Ryder, and hell I was there too. But we both did it we won the tag titles and went to the top together. Where were you at for all of that Sprit? Oh you had to unleash wrath upon Chaz. That poor dear girl, caught in the crossfire. I have granted her The Sun, because of her undying allegiance. For Josie ... for Josie I give the Moon, because her lust for power and dominance falls only under mine and thy brother. Together we are One, and together we are Legendary. Each has suffered through blood, though deception, hate, fear, anger, we have all evolved to a plane of pure perfection. As I told Shane I know what I am doing. He does not understand Sprit that in this match I not only face a man that wants my head, but a woman that wants my soul. When I gave you my heart it was not enough for you, you became greedy and needed more and more. Not this time Sprit, I will break Loren, I will kill Loren and then watch the world burn, just like you wanted. But I am joining it as it burns, rather you wish me to or not. Taking that title and fueling you just that much more babe, so just watch me laugh at it as you burn up inside. haha, you always did like it that way."
Blake sighed and then turned with the scene going black.
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(~: I started this album the moment I met you, I had to make sure that there was a way to help you remember. Do you remember Ruth? I try and comeback to find you, but you are never around. I cried and cried wishing you were around when I would come back, but I would find you in the arms of another man. You never were very patient, neither was I. We were kids, I am forever a kid. That's why I forgive you, the same way Maxine forgave me and released me. I am forever to rule, just because I am that light at heart. I told you I did not like earth, but you would not let me leave. I found my way home finally. I found the stairway to get to that next plateau. This is not something I can just hand to you, you have to earn your way. Josie earned her way, Shane earned his way. I kicked Jacon because right off the bat he needs to realize I never give handouts. Lately my mind hasn't been me, it's been parts of me. You have heard me speak of them, I tell you stories all the time. I am just too stupid to understand how to explain them to you. I have never met somebody so low before. I feel such deep pity for you Ruth Jones. Your family cursed to the depths of the deep. Keep fighting your way to the top and I will meet you there love.
I picked up this album, half filled in. I am not the One. I am One though, and it only takes One to change the world. Just like Dorian made made Maxine see, she in turned showed me to appreciate my life. I will make you appreciate life or die and let you start all over. I know that I have helped you. I know that though me a soul you saved, a great soul? I'll tell ya when I get there. I have faith in you to pull it off, I have been too afraid of breaking you, but I did not break her.
What will become of my fairy ballerina? Will we ever end up together? It is her choice, Live or Die? I am only one, I am only one. Just ... One.:~)
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(As we slip into Dorian Nightshade's memories and mind it's like traveling through space, through a wormhole of time that takes us where ever he wishes us to be with him. Like a ghost watching a world that he can never be a part of Dorian watched Maxine read the letter he'd placed for her.
{The letter}
My lovely Maxine, you are not the One, I was mistaken letting you play with Loren. You are so strong though I knew I sensed power within you. Forgive me? All of you have power if you would only embrace it. Sara taught me that, I do not know where she is, I am sorry that I could never find her. Remember the trap I placed you in. I was arrested and you told them I wasn't the guy. Why did you lie to them? I pondered this forever, and then it hit me. The truth is all lies, you make your own.
Do you love me Max? I love you, but like a child, like a mother. I will grant you your wish I promise, but my heart I can never give, it does not belong to me. I tried to give her to Amanda, but Ruth just won't go. She'll never see I am dead, her journey would destroy her. I am not worth anything like that. Please do not follow me Max, please stay and take care of all of them. You have to take over and raise another.
As always,
Dorian Knight
{End The Letter}
Maxine put down the letter she couldn't read anymore of it. She was sobbing hard. She stood up and banged her fist off the wall. Then she slipped down crying in a crumpled mess on the floor. She shook violently as she laid there. She got up and paced back and forth bitting on her nails and ripping off dead skin from her fingers. Aggressively running the other hand though her hair. She hears the rain outside, the rain she hated. <tap tap tap tap> It was almost all she heard was rain, In the rain she could feel his pain, his tears, how he was lost in the dark and crying. She could not help him he is too far away. It trapped her in sorrow. Everything is so grey you can not see black and white. Everything is the same, she had taken heroin and cocaine to escape the pathetic reality that trapped her.
It took Loren making her face death that she'd seen the light of it all. She has to take what she wants or get stomped on by the rich and ungrateful young. Only the dead seem grateful these days she thinks.))
Blake tossed in his sleep and sat up. The room was dark, he was maybe seven years old. He put himself back under the covers from fright. He didn't want to see them, he could see them in the dark. The spirits, he did not like the way they looked.
Maxine & Loren Bridgestone
(~: How do you like that mug shot? How old was I Max?
She had to think about it leaning over the pictures of the small boy and softly smiled, he was such a sad child. She'd just wanted to lift him up, he was so dead and so much of a life ahead of him. She took a deep breath as she stood behind him. "Uh fifteen..." <I wrote this in for her thinking you might like knowing what happen.
"Um.. I hardly remember that age. How old were you?
She took a deep breath to think. As she scratched her head. "Twenty four... Yet I was stupid, I love you Dorian. I am sorry for locking you away. Then I let you go and you fell right off the edge. ... I am so sorry.)
He felt like he was kissed on the head and been popped on the head and was seeing stars. What was this feeling? Why was he remembering things? Why was he spiraling through a dark endless space, it was so full of unknown things, of secret whispers, of the feeling like death was always with you laughing and mocking you. Blake woke up and looked at the pictures.
This was a different living space he had, he had a lot of them. They meant nothing to him, little to anything means anything to Loren Bridgestone, and even less to a man that lives within him named Dorian Knight.
He hasn't been home since last Injection, just to his many homes and the warehouse. He has been isolating himself everyone was coming from diffrent directions. His phone ringed he looked at the ID before answering. "Hey Josie, I am fine. Yeah I am. I just need to be alone. You can handle yourself just fine. I promise."
He hung up the phone and looked down at the album he had fallen asleep looking through.
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Ruth Jones & Loren Bridgestone
(~: In case you forgot, this was when I first discovered true love. Something you and only you can kill. It is too beautiful to allow to die, but yet living with it is so agonizing. Then again ... I was a young kid. You were young too. I took off and left you because you are a bitch, and I am not going to let you boss me the fuck around.
He let out a light laugh as he wrote in the album.*
Then again I'd hate for you to just roll over and take it like a corpse. I like live prey, something that fights back. I am often not sure of who I even am, and you always try and remind me. Yet you don't know me either. Focus on yourself my love, not me. I can't fix you anymore then you can fix you. Time is it's own master all you can o is wait and hope. Least what I been doing...
Hope? I found new hope now ... :~)
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Sprit Fire & Blake Archer
www.youtube.com/watch?v=_QVHD8f4j4E
(~: This girl wasn't nothing to me. Sorry sweetheart, but it takes a lot to impress Dorian Knight, I will promise you that right now.
No really, that was Dorian when I saw her all I thought was DAMN!
Yeah well I remember Ruth saying after awhile that when she heard her theme song she wanted to slice heads off. Welcome to the tortured life my love. I have heard the same song and dance for so many years by the time you met me that I was just ready to explode and destroy the world, but first ... first I had to have a following. I had to start the revolution. That and her entro to the ring did catch my attention, I am a sucker for dirty birds, I can't help it.:~)
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(~: Nobody listened to the lyrics of my theme song. They thought look at this goth wanna be jock. Well fuck them I am Blake Archer! I am ME! I have suffered, I have been poor, and I have been rich. Well some preach to me of the high and mighty and how they drown in their own sloth. I DO NO SUCH THING! I know my faults, I embrace them, ask Dax Clark! Ask a man that called me coward time and time and time again. Yes I am a coward, but if you faced what I face at the end of my road you would see the light that I fear. An entire time in the dark, and now I must be blinded by this light that will kill me!
Heh-Heh, Dax thinks he knows our fears, to know one's fear you must first ... Know thy flesh. .. I will deliver ya know I'm a forgiver. Your own personal jesus. Raven does not even know my sins. I know them I just have no soul to take. so I am an eternal pawn that is fighting to get free. Are you going ot set me free? Dax thought he was going to? Riot is starting to boil a bit, but that loony never stopped seeing tweety birds.
I chose my theme for a special reason, only a select few quickly caught on to me. Ashley I forget her last name. Trish noticed me, Your buddy Levinator. Who has never dared to face Dorian, you going to convince him Sprit? If you deliver you know I am a forgiver, so what do you want? Repentance or Damnation?
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Couple of Playboy Bunnies
(~: Really? You are really serious Sprit? You forgot when I beat you down so you teamed up with Maxine to get under my skin. Sometimes I think the meaning of devotion is impossible to test with you. I danced so hard on the graves of the wicked when she fell to your ignorance. I warned her to stay the hell away and let me handle it, but she had to act like me. Yet here she is taking you in again?! Such a drug addict, she can't get enough of that misery you love to spread. Go for it you stupid witch! I want you to draw back that elder, I want those powers to gather and fight. Sara if you are out there at all, please come devour me! Come grant me my judgement! Bring forth the King of the Dead and let his hammer fall!
What are you talking about Dorian? Sara is just a tough ass pagen. I liked this issue for some reason, but I never opened it, though. I made Sara go through and black stuff out, yeah...
Good black as your soul. I would bet my head that Maxine talked you into it Ruth so she could get to me. Well congraulations. She wants this war to end so bad, then fine by me, but it will end with a death at a funeral, and you know this. If not then you will.!:~)
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Blake Bridgestone
(~: Angry much dude? This was One last attempt to be myself, yeah I had dumped Maxine and Sprit was not around. I was just alone in the world after taking off. Sara knew where I was, there is usually always One watching after me all the time. So I thought my bro Jake and I would rise to the top, I looked good back then, great shape too. A lot of the girls liked me, I like girls they are simple, but confusing as well. It's just a war I can't win. They love to walk by my cage and look at my empty shell, so I let them. Why not entertain the birds well I am among them? haha. I spoke and boosted egos of Ashley, some woman named JJ, I think Shane dated her. She was a huge mark for me and I was liked whatever. Which she told me was my allure. lol. Girls are odd, but I love them all the same.
Do not listen to that fool. I excelled without those wrenched leeches on me. I scared Ashley and JJ said that I could be her master anytime. Not like they matter really, but nice to see that I had that much a draw. Yet I never got a title, anger problems lead to other problems. Was just horrible and all those bitches fault. Calling me and crying, asking when I was coming back. How do I know? Did you ever think of that Sprit? When you left and danced around with the devil you never gave a fuck about telling me when you'd come back. Yet I was to be the one faithful? I was to sit with the children? Then I got locked away, and met the medication that restored my mind. Very, very sweet medication. If Maxine and my Psychiatrist had not helped me through this time I might have finally lost the game.:~)
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www.youtube.com/watch?v=JNcloTmvTeA
You hid my link from me, but I forgive you. You after all did become a mother.
(~: Now this one I actually remember, I remember finding out I was a daddy, but Loren can not be a father he is a puss of a boy. I could not be a father I'd snap the child's neck. Then I seen her, and that she was a little angel. She was not like her mother a harlot wanting to feast off my heart and laugh as you eats it in front of me. ... heh ... I love my evil angel. I could talk to my little girl though she liked Daddy's fairy tales, to her they were tales told from God. My precious little girl, she looks liked her mother, but with my eyes. Maxine knew I wouldn't leave my daughter so she kidnapped her so I would leave Ruth. I did and I became more attached to Nikki, I ran into Ruth though and could see the hurt in her face. I was going through life so fast I lost myself. I hated that I couldn't quit thinking about Ruth, every time I looked at Nikki it made me remember her. So I left her with Maxine for awhile.
Dorian tells fairy tales too? Wow, yeah I told Nikki fairy tales too, she would get so scared she would shake and and smirked about that fear installed in her. She always ran to her daddy when she was scared because nobody could scare her like her daddy can. Though now she is older she thinks she knows it all. I see more of myself and think about my mother. She is very attached to her me lately and I push her off on you Sprit. Just be a mother if it's all you know. How horrible it was when I was Nikki's age I had developed my multiple personality disorder. I would write down stories, I see her all alone do you? She reads her books, she listens to my fairy tales, and she keeps her journals. She told me the kids at school harass her about me being crazy. I am not there a lot, but I promise her that their words are nothing, because they are nothing to speak down to her. I remember how I began to lose myself the more I seen death over take my mother, so slowly, so passingly I watched her suffer. She gave birth to me when nobody wanted her too. She forced me to have life. I been spoiled to a lazy stupid cupid. I was angry about that. I wanted to have the knowledge not just the memories. Though as I get older, I love my memories more then life. Just like I get angry at you now, and it reminds me of being young. I might leave, but I come back I always have. They locked me away after I became too unstable and tried to kill myself. I don't want Nikki to go through that in her schooling. If I am not here to remind her that she is special then who is going to do this?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJQAYYZ8A4g
Well Loren was off crying and cutting himself, I was taking the punches for him. I had to be the one that silently walked around the earth like a living dead. I sheltered him. I have been through so much pain it's numb. Loren took on mental scars well I took on scars of the flesh. I told Nikki about my childhood, she is not afraid of her Father. She knows the truth about my life and that I can die at peave knowing that one truth is out there.
I have one thing to say about death. Dying is like a sexual climax that never stops till you are born out of that dark tunnel of birth. In fact ... "Listen, real poetry doesn't say anything; it just ticks off the possibilities. Opens all doors. You can walk through anyone that suits you." Jim Morrison said this, and My love, I have to open the doors, I am sorry, my love. I am always looking.:~)
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Couple of Playgirl Studs
(~: I remember Maxine putting Snake and I together and we unleashed a bunch of craziness onto the fwf, we might have other places to, but I forget. I remember fwf because I found my passion there, I dreamed of red. I needed blood and violence, I created a weapon of nightmares and named her my passion. I realized I had a daughter and I just wanted to escape back to my childhood as much as possible. I wanted to go back to my destiny of taking it all over, of rising from the filth and muck of the earth to claim might birthright from thy Father.
See! Do you see this little puss that YOU married! I fight with myself I am ready to kill myself to let myself die. Yet ... YOU BLOODY YOU! You won't let me slip into that fate. Loren is such a sad excuse of a person that I just need to kill him and you won't let me!
Hey dude I am writing in here too, you writing love letters to yourself or something? People might think writing in an ablum as you and well you is kinda queer. PS if you read this I love you.
Snake why are you in this?! DO NOT TOUCH MY STUFF! Just because I dubbed you a Zodiac does not grant you freedom!
^haha, dude is angry. It's not queer at all man and ... I love you too dude. I mostly want Nikki to be able to read things for her mother. I don't want Ruth to forget like I did.:~)
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(~: Chaz was a weird fan, I didn't know I really effected anyone that much? Remember I have had many fans come up to me before. I have heard many stories of how I changed a life or opened up a person's hope and imagination. I was actually quite flattered seeing how much Chaz was after me. I felt like a little boy again with her wanting me to train her, most people didn't want me to train them I picked them out. I didn't know she was so, out there though ... um. Remember that loony girl that was my psychiatrist? ... yeah I remember her.
Oh yeah that young girl. haha, I will not name her, she was most sweet and precious to me. The one to rule them all and in the darkness bind them. Those words are more true to her and I then 1+1=2. Yet now I have took in another, why did I do this people will ask. Because I am tired of living in nothing, I am tired of living with no link! I have to leave on last encore before I let you go my love, but my feelings are eternal and pure no matter what.
What did Chaz do really? I been trying to figure this out. She scare the piss out of you Sprit? haha. Decide that Loren as too much a puss to get you back? You had to wake me up and bring me back through time, you have to rip me more and more. I am so tired of being under your thumb, Loren is so tired. I love my brother so I will save him. I will do this great favor. I even released you and you cried from me to come back. So here I am baby... what the fuck do you want? I thought you had something interesting or entertaining for me and I get here ... and I am hanging out with Shane or Loren Sr. in my opinion and watching you and Maxine hackle to death. Heh, Chaz I told you the loser would pay, thank you and you are very welcome my dear.:~)
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Resurrected to our Legend
(~: Shane is Blake's bro any idiot would be able to tell that means both Loren and I. Stupid. Still this girl was too interesting. I seen her and could hear the beat of death following her. She is invisible to him with her dark mind, but yet she wants the light so bad. She weeps for it like I watched Sprit. I heard her voice, her tormented scared soul walking past me. Her noose was still hanging around her neck, She begged me to pull her back up even if it snapped her neck. She is so sick and tired of the nothingness. My heart felt snapped, how do I save this soul? Will she help me and believe me if I do so? I smirked thinking what a crazy lost angel, I offered to just raise her up and she refused. She has to be taken up by her fallen halo to remember where she was born from. She must have forgotten how she hung herself. Pretty little angels forget how they find me most of the time, but I once fell and too became a puppet then I climbed back up my rope and took back my glory. You want it again Sprit? You want my glory over me huh? Then push me off the cloud as my halo is around my neck. If you do not then I will gladly allow Josie the Pleasure of your End.
If you are going to be telling fairy tales Dorian then involving Josie, I did not hang myself Josie. I was different Josie. I shot off my wings and just fell to the earth, that sweet glorious seductress got me. I was dumb I forgot that I can't die so I am stuck on earth. Her complete void of nothingness. *signs* I doubt you'll even look at the album, but even so it helps tell my story, if to nobody else but myself. I only want to help, she can still crawl back up to heaven she has not cut her strings yet, her rope is still tied. She will not fall like the others, she is a number, just like all the rest. Just like I am One, I was the first, but does that matter? A number is still a number. Maybe I taught her well enough? maybe Nikki will continue it? Then again, I always have a back up ... I always have a back up Sprit remember that. Josie understand my struggle, she knows how my heart beats, and my mind ticks. She also knows it flips like a coin, but it's all cool. She is curious enough to tare it apart to figure it all out.
You are right my brother, the fairy tale Sprit is about three queens. The king lets them run in the kingdom, then he realized that they did as they wished. The one respectfully, yes daddy. And she was sent off. The send one grumbled yes daddy, and she was sent off and plotted how to over throw her father. The third, the third one would not leave her father's side. Why will you not go my child, this is what I asked her. I am too afraid daddy. she replied. I walked along her side and helped her overcome fear.
The queens got older and blossomed into young women. Their lust was like mud to the father's eyes, his angels are to be pure. The King called on them. My children why do you not for forth and bare the seed of thy hand. The first on chuckled and went off, yes father she said. Ad so she went off and searched for a King like her father who had helped her grow so much. Then the second one, did not want to do such a thing. She liked toying with young men too much and dominating over them, family would only slow her down. Yes daddy she grumbled and went off ignoring him. She kept having her empty relationships with no fulfillment of a child. The third one again would not leave. My child why will you not go off with the others. I only love you father. And so I sent her to the earth to spread the word of love and devotion, giving her a twins to keep her company.
The queens now woman have again came to a new cross roads. The first one has suffered much in her journey and does not trust in her father anymore. The second has renounced her father for tossing her to the wolves, when in fact he did as she wished. The third one, she is lost ... the two trips to earth she had missed out on had left her much to experience for one so young, but The King took pity upon her and descended himself down into a new Son.
He grew up as horrible a life as his Queen, but unlike her the King has created this Kingdom, not being respected like he should for his power angered his wrath. He returned to the heavens and brought upon a new age of man. Eight time he has down this, and now we enter the Nine. If you are sitting next to Maxine while reading this Sprit then you will see her eyes grow wide. The Nine all on earth, what will you do Sprit? What team will you really play for? I am not Loren, I am only Blake part time as a mask. I have been and will be forever Dorian Chaos.
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Place inside the Fire of the Bull - My foretold Prophesy come to life
www.youtube.com/watch?v=uT1BuLYt2RU
(~: The end is coming so I have to sin, I have to die out this blinding light. They are using her to destroy me and she let's them! What kind of love is that!? You will never give in will you? *sighs* This endless endless loop. I repented, I begged them to deliver me from this I gave in to all of them, but yet she won't let me return to my home. I hope you read this, I hope that you remember our lives, but I don't think you ever will, so here is to a new year of hell, here is to a another age of evolution and starting over from bloody scratch again!! BLOODY SCRATCH! Well... at least this time around I have company, I am so sick of looking at your face! Your stupid idiot face!
www.youtube.com/watch?v=rxujAPhxlo0
(~:The closer I get to the Truth Ruth the move I burn I can feel the flames of hell around me. I could just sit through it and not care, but then I hear the voices. I hear the Spirits call out to me. They say Loren you are such a dirty wanker. I feel the shame, am I? Then a part of me likes that feeling of shame. You are just like her, they laugh at me. I shake my head no-no I am not dirty. I am clean. I am clean and godly. I am a father, I am not a bad man. I am a good man. I do not want to be in the dark, please don't put me in the dark again...please. I just want to see again, I can sit in the dark I promise. Never never never kill my love
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INTO THE FIRE!!
(~:Well screw it! that woman could shove it! Sprit the Universe Champion? I rather see her hung from a lamp post. She always steps down on me so I push her off and stomp back to remind her who the fuck I am. I went back to my drinking to get her the hell out of my head! Shane knows when I started back up, when I started smoking again. I hate being with her, but I can't stand to be away from her. We can never have the same thing yet that's what brought us together what are dreams. In the end somebody's dreams have to get shattered. Sprit does not nor have you ever loved me, you love Loren... you love Blake Archer, she love everyone then will dive right in that empty hole for you, but not Dorian. Dorian hits her, Dorian tells her what a bitch she is and how completely mental she made him with her stupidity. She tricked Dorian into letting her play with Loren. Then Loren fell into the abyss known as Sprit Fire. I am the face of rage, of war, there is nothing that stops Dorian from taking what he wants, and how to get it, not even a fire pixie with sparkling wings. I have a new element, fuck your fire!:~)
(~: For once, Dorian and I agree a bit. I am the One, I have no idea what been going through Dorian's head but he is NOT taking my spot away from me, NEVER again! That Universe title is MINE! Shane knows how I feel, Sprit knows how I feel and in case she claims, oh I forgot well I will fucking remind her. Riot I know remembers, and I seen you trying to get to my wife. Striking a deal with the devil boy? Well you'll have to go through me to meet your God. If Raven does not know how I feel then he will at REBIRTH! This is THE Gathering! There can only be ONE and that One is Blake Archer, don't you ever...EVER forget that!:~)
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Scene 1: The Stolen Sprite
The scene opens up with Blake sitting on a chair with the back of it in the front and his elbows are resting on it. Resting on a desk listening to him talk is Chaz, her vibrant eyes like a child's as they are focused on ever word Blake says.
"Long ago the elves discovered the birth of a Sprite, oh the queen of the fey they all sang. They danced and danced for their new princess that would deliver them from The Dark One. But ... and I can not stress the but enough in here. The Dark One knew of a way to destroy the Everlasting Light, if she kept her burning brighter and brighter till people forgot then she would be nevermore. She took her in the night ant brought her to this very age of man. I chased down the Dark One, I deceived by the Dark One, but she is forgiven even she has taken on too much. She had called upon me for a reason and I forgive that."
"Is Sprit suppose to be the One? That fey queen?"
He chuckled and rubbed his eyes. "You have to let me finish my dear, it takes me awhile to gather my thoughts. Patients is ... a virtue, learn it, live it love it. Anyway I was saying... Oh yes, the Dark One was forgiven. As the years went on Another had creep around and she fell in love with the Dark One. She decided that time should keep on going, and once again foiled with me to keep the Everlasting one burning. I am a bit tired by that point, but I gave in. After awhile I gave up I quit dreaming I drowned into a waking sleep... or living death. Maybe I was slipped a potion who knows. The point was I forgot many things while I lay there all alone in my head. A lot of my fairy tales I have forgotten. Ruth killed them out of me. I know how Sprit woke me up, that is easy ... but you... something about you. I know you will not leave me alone."
He smirked a little, as he did think about his fairy tales a lot and lived his live solely off them. "I love you Chaz, the fairest of them all, and the one that will not leave my side. I told Shane that of all the fans I have met you are the most precious to me now. I can feel it magnetizing me in, I talked to a man the other day and he is on his death bed practically, yet all he wants to do is break his binds so he can die in peace. I am not going to be like that on my death bed Chaz. Just looking at him and he comeplte devotion to holding onto hope, it hit me... you gave me back hope when I was in despair. I was so trapped in her lies and misery that I stopped searching for my hope and desire. For that I can never stop loving you."
He slightly swelled with light tears. He already felt like his life was half over. Thirty - Two years old and still nothing but second best to his wife, to his best friend, to his enemies. He has Super kicked Jacon to tell him "open your eyes!"
He has worked all his life to be the fucking best and what the fuck happen to him? A fucking woman, fucking kids, and them driving him insane. When he had first ran into Jacon he seen how the guy listen to him, and instantly knew he was on his side. He felt like that with Chaz as well, and with Josie. Yet Shane and Sprit he always had felt Sprit was using him to get to his brother. Now ... now his fears were coming true and he knew why finally.
"I have no idea what Shane is thinking right now he disobeyed me and screwed Alayna now he has the Diamond Princess pregnant. That Universe title is everything to us, but at least he had a shot at winning it. Raven is after my blood he wants my head. Everything is all about Raven. Maxine is after Raven's will, he tapped her on the head and found the most willing soul of them all well she was in the dark. Then there is Sprit...that I have no earthly idea what she is after, but feeding her greed and ambition. She must feel me slipping away from her? Hahahaha, she always did like to jerk me back to her when I would pull away. Well... if that is the game then I can play, if it's Raven's will that Maxine hide's behind then I will smite it with blood, all of their blood. Shane wants to serve a new master, then so be it, his head is mine. Shane fears no man, not even One. I find that inspiring, defy thy God, slap him in the face and say look at that shit. What passion he has, when the wind settle I want Riot and I in the middle of that ring to finish what I started way back at HalloWicked. This time it is face to face, just like I promised. Something Dax Clark could not do...COWARD! HAHHAHA! What do I have to be a coward about? Dying? Being found? I am just that damn good at what I do Dax, just because it made you look down at your pants and frown because mt talent is that much bigger...Ugh. I am sorry Chaz." He'd started tailing off like he had cameras around and was being recorded as he spoke about Shane and then Dax. He often would do that when he started to speak about things. His mother had raised them with passion and ambition, as he had no escape he would slip off into day dreams, Riot also did this and he knew.
She smirked and sat there listening to him. He smirked back at her and went back to thinking. This woman was very patient with him and he didn't quite understand it, but it felt true.
I am sorry for my sins against Riot, but it had to be done. To show Riot the light ahead, to warn Riot of the dangers. Yet still people disobey me, now Riot is after Sprit? I bet she takes Riot up on the offer, why not. I bet she is seeing that Primo guy, that he suits her fancy a lot better then I ever could."
Chaz stood up and sighed as she put her arms around him, he'd placed his head on the back of the chair and leaned forward there staring at the ground. He closed his eyes as Chaz's hands rubbed over his tense shoulders. He felt his heart pump steady, it was loud and in his ears, he thought of his mother's death. He thought of his brother's and sister screaming in pain. He could not bring her back, but yet she was right there! "This is my Rebirth Chaz, my last chance, I have to take it. Remember what I asked you to do? You said yes, it doesn't matter why, but you did. I will not fall Chaz, I know that I have two that will save me and One that will carry on. Now I have nothing to fear and am no longer afraid."
He now stood up and hugged her. "Thank you for taking away my fear and giving me back hope."
She smiled slightly hugging him back with the scene fading out. She'd came back for a reason, he was not sure of it, but deep inside he felt that it was what he was waiting for all these years.
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Scene 2: Story time is Over Face your Seven and die
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Blake stands there in a calm stature. His black Legendary shirt on and his wrestling tights. He is ranting to himself though in a calm tone.
It's your New World Order...Can you really keep order, huh Sprit?
He seethed through his teeth as he held out one finger.
never doubt, never despair. when that wind whispers to you to turn around laugh it off for it is I. Just reminding you to keep going. Forget about all vices... I ma sick of saving your ass save your own fucking ass. I am not going to baby sit you through this war. I am not going to make you pick which side. But you better fucking grow a set of nuts this fucking go around and pick one!
He spins on his heel and thinks for a second.
The first kind of vice, though sinful, is believed less serious than the second. Vices recognized as spiritual by Christians include blasphemy (holiness betrayed), apostasy (faith betrayed), despair (hope betrayed), hatred (love betrayed), and indifference (scripturally, a "hardened heart") My love. You claim to be past all of these? You are too possessive to ever understand the new peace I have found. There is only one Carnal sin in the world Ruth and that is Love betrayed. I once preached to you about this, do you remember?
How you laid with men well I was away. I promised to come back, but yet you did not wait. I hated you, I could not wait to grant you death. I hardened my heart, I took it all in and plotted your down fall. This would be the most elaborate hunt of them all. One I been planing over a course of 2000 years.
He chuckles and rubbed his hands together thinking more deeply on his past and what he learned from it. He had to open the flood gates to get there, but it was better then being nothing anymore.
I can not say too much, no they hear they listen. They want us separated, how dare a god become half-mortal, how dare a mortal feel a god's love. How dear he give her the key to his heart that could stop time itself. I ... I warned you. I told you to stay away, but no you are too greedy. You had to know best didn't you?
He read from a book.
{{Christian theologians have reasoned that the most destructive vice equates to a certain type of pride or the complete idolatry of the self. It is argued that through this vice, which is essentially competitive, all the worst evils come into being. In Judeo-Christian creeds, it originally led to the Fall of Man, and, as a purely diabolical spiritual vice, it outweighs anything else often condemned by the Church.}}
Blake reads. Then he coughs and continues to talk.
Adam had pride in his creator, not in the one that was prideful of herself. I told Mr. Highland this after Shane and I had a heart to heart with the kid. We felt bad for him. Zelean had screwed him over getting into his head with jealousy. We can smell the blood of the ignorant a mile away, too bad it is The Wicked that become the Devil's pawn. I fell for you and that breath taking pride. Such a proud little birdie everything I wished to be, that I desired.
Blake laughed, then he stood up and looked around he had to close his eyes as his body shoot from a tremor though his body.
Hahaha! You silly British bird, rattle your cage enough? Well then I will just have to keep shaking...and SHanking.
Blake grabbed an empty bird cage that was in front of him and violently shook it till the metal separated and he ripped the cage and tossed it away.
How it feel Sprit? When I split now you split?
He smirked as he stood there.
The planets are lining up I am leaving baby. So you coming with me? Or are you staring here? Have you figured out the riddle? Have you desired my code? Have you faced death? Have you devoured the dark side to embrace the white? The planets will not stop for you this time, the world will not stop turning because I am no more and forever more. Just ask The Raven, he knows the truth. I seen into those dark eyes, your master as he handed you off to me. I felt my soul split in half as your brown eyes for a split second became ghostly and white, then I seen nothing but black. Stuck in purgatory with you my love... just like I asked, well I am tired of waiting for you to figure out what to do, so you get One more time.
Blake slowly breaths for a moment.
"No matter my form, you always come for me don't you?"
He smirked a little and swallowed hard.
"I am not letting you win that Universe title, nor am I letting Raven win it. The Universe title DEFINES my brother, I don't know what Raven did to Shane, but his plot got unraveled quickly. Because see Shane knows something that you don't Sprit. You got so jealous over Chaz kidnapping you to get close to me that it intrigued my mind. I had to play the nice guy though, my wife was gone. I had to keep Nikki calm from her nightmares, I had the twins screaming and screaming for their mummy. I was ready to rip my own head out. Shane helped me stay calm, I did not fall into temptation!"
He slammed his fist against the wall hard and then shook as he smirked, his hair had fallen in front of his face like a curtian.
"I was so happy you called for me Sprit, then I was here, I was back. You tried to tag the tag team titles from me. Chaz was justified in kidnapping you. Otherwise how could I have gotten out from under you long enough to do anything? Whatever she did to you must have been real bad my darling for you to call out my name. You see even Maxine fears the blackness of my soul. For when I am righteous, I am blinding and true ... but when I am wicked then I am Devious and shrew. Even more so then her, I remember Maxine torturing you Sprit. She had your sister, she had done the same to me before in rage. I loved it, I grew stronger as I came of age and rose up against her. I bet she liked it, seeing the power in me mature. I bet that is what you are feeling now? Fear ... heh ... you do not fear? Are you afraid that when I die we will not find our way back together? I used to Sprit, but I gave up on it. If you want to find me then you will find me. I have left my traces of my soul to help lead the way. But you know what that is like, ripping the soul? If not then you will ... all at once. I was the type of kid that would peel the bandage off slowly because I was too afraid of the pain, I had to grow used to it and slow it down. What type of child were you Ruth?""
He turned around and leaned his head against a wall.
"So many other girls have found me, they love me, they want me to show them love. I am not magic man I say to them. But I give in, I am after all so tired and weak anymore. Why I move so slowly to think out my move. Some say I am a Cerebral Assassin, because I penetrate your mind so deeply it's like an explosion inside your mind. Shane called me the Messiah, why because he felt like he would never move on from Christian Ryder, and hell I was there too. But we both did it we won the tag titles and went to the top together. Where were you at for all of that Sprit? Oh you had to unleash wrath upon Chaz. That poor dear girl, caught in the crossfire. I have granted her The Sun, because of her undying allegiance. For Josie ... for Josie I give the Moon, because her lust for power and dominance falls only under mine and thy brother. Together we are One, and together we are Legendary. Each has suffered through blood, though deception, hate, fear, anger, we have all evolved to a plane of pure perfection. As I told Shane I know what I am doing. He does not understand Sprit that in this match I not only face a man that wants my head, but a woman that wants my soul. When I gave you my heart it was not enough for you, you became greedy and needed more and more. Not this time Sprit, I will break Loren, I will kill Loren and then watch the world burn, just like you wanted. But I am joining it as it burns, rather you wish me to or not. Taking that title and fueling you just that much more babe, so just watch me laugh at it as you burn up inside. haha, you always did like it that way."
Blake sighed and then turned with the scene going black.
