Post by Dr. Tyme on Apr 26, 2011 0:02:44 GMT -5
Blake sat there he was under the moon listening to the drumbs. This place he has not been to in a long time. There was no Josie, though Blake felt her tattooed onto his heart. There was no Chaz, but Blake felt her tightening her grip on his heart. They were all tugging him, but one is True.
Blake smirked he knew which one belonged where. His perfect circle of puzzle pieces.
"Number One Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. To despair is to despair in your God. To lose hope is to lose hope in thy God."
Blake smirked. "I do love the Lord my God with all My heart. Did you hear that thy Lord? Raven does not think highly of you. Is that strike one? I will listen. You promised to hear me and you did. You heard me, you heard. So was born another."
He looked at the floor and thought. Josie always second guessed things, and that was so tiering to him to do so once he met her he refused to put her through the full game. Then again he didn't have to out of all of them she had learned the fastest. Had it been because of Shane? Um... and Shane was not acting right, flipping out like a mad bull is different then putting moves on Chaz Clemens.
"Love your neighbor as yourself."
Blake groaned a little and we seen liquid rolling down his arm as he stood there tracing into his arm.
"I love all as they wish to be loved. I discovered this from my brother, thank you for teaching me."
He paused as he held his arm from carving into it. He started talking again and continued.
"Do not murder." He carved the statement into his arm and endured the pain.
"Did you murder Sprit? No, oh Chaz has committed murder. Josie ... I am guessing Josie just snapped. Different levels my dear different levels."
He switched hands and looked over at his other arm.
"Do not commit adultery" He just about stabbed himself as he carved this. He had broken himself on purpose to try and break her.
"Just because we were not married you think that what you did is justified? Nothing is ever justified in this world. Was Shane's attack on me justified? What about Josie murdering her family? We came along this path together and I told you before it is YOUR fault you are here. If you do not wish to be here. Then let me the fuck go! It is that simple love."
"Do not steal" He grit his teeth together.
"Riot, always wanting my fairy. She is mine. just mine, she told me so she told me. Such a liar, she always lies. If her mouth opens she is lying. Be careful what you wish for, speaking before you think or leaping before you look only sets you back."
"Do not give false testimony." This one hardly hurt to carve as his arm felt numb now.
"Lying to yourself about the truth, what a cruel thing to do to yourself, this on I have learned."
"Honor your father and mother." Blake felt like slitting his wrist, but knew that he wasn't allowed. His daughters still needed him, his twins, and his son to be. This would be the new way, a way he pathed for her to take to him.
"You know it took me four years to get over some things. I never honored thy mother or father. How dare they bring me into a world I can not live in. How dare they not raise me like a normal child. Then I realized, I was never normal. Normal is a false idol. Raven are you a prophet or a false idol? Have to had children? Can you care for somebody when they hurt you so bad it nearly kills you? That is the love and devotion that my circle has for me. Nobody will ever break it, it is inside my mind, one place I just made sure to get some insurance that you don't get into. Am I Dorian? Am I Blake? Am I Loren? I bet you even Maxine is shivering right now. She looks at her son and sees how I have raised him for her, she looks at our daughter and sees how she admires her father. Nobody can look down on me from where I am at. There is one and she is so blinded from the scum of the earth that her light is slowly fading. But you can not find her, she has to want to be saved. From where I stand ... she better hope somebody does."
{Whispers, it takes the death of a mother. To depart from the earth. And all your life you'll try and rebirth.}
Blake smirked he knew which one belonged where. His perfect circle of puzzle pieces.
"Number One Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. To despair is to despair in your God. To lose hope is to lose hope in thy God."
Blake smirked. "I do love the Lord my God with all My heart. Did you hear that thy Lord? Raven does not think highly of you. Is that strike one? I will listen. You promised to hear me and you did. You heard me, you heard. So was born another."
He looked at the floor and thought. Josie always second guessed things, and that was so tiering to him to do so once he met her he refused to put her through the full game. Then again he didn't have to out of all of them she had learned the fastest. Had it been because of Shane? Um... and Shane was not acting right, flipping out like a mad bull is different then putting moves on Chaz Clemens.
"Love your neighbor as yourself."
Blake groaned a little and we seen liquid rolling down his arm as he stood there tracing into his arm.
"I love all as they wish to be loved. I discovered this from my brother, thank you for teaching me."
He paused as he held his arm from carving into it. He started talking again and continued.
"Do not murder." He carved the statement into his arm and endured the pain.
"Did you murder Sprit? No, oh Chaz has committed murder. Josie ... I am guessing Josie just snapped. Different levels my dear different levels."
He switched hands and looked over at his other arm.
"Do not commit adultery" He just about stabbed himself as he carved this. He had broken himself on purpose to try and break her.
"Just because we were not married you think that what you did is justified? Nothing is ever justified in this world. Was Shane's attack on me justified? What about Josie murdering her family? We came along this path together and I told you before it is YOUR fault you are here. If you do not wish to be here. Then let me the fuck go! It is that simple love."
"Do not steal" He grit his teeth together.
"Riot, always wanting my fairy. She is mine. just mine, she told me so she told me. Such a liar, she always lies. If her mouth opens she is lying. Be careful what you wish for, speaking before you think or leaping before you look only sets you back."
"Do not give false testimony." This one hardly hurt to carve as his arm felt numb now.
"Lying to yourself about the truth, what a cruel thing to do to yourself, this on I have learned."
"Honor your father and mother." Blake felt like slitting his wrist, but knew that he wasn't allowed. His daughters still needed him, his twins, and his son to be. This would be the new way, a way he pathed for her to take to him.
"You know it took me four years to get over some things. I never honored thy mother or father. How dare they bring me into a world I can not live in. How dare they not raise me like a normal child. Then I realized, I was never normal. Normal is a false idol. Raven are you a prophet or a false idol? Have to had children? Can you care for somebody when they hurt you so bad it nearly kills you? That is the love and devotion that my circle has for me. Nobody will ever break it, it is inside my mind, one place I just made sure to get some insurance that you don't get into. Am I Dorian? Am I Blake? Am I Loren? I bet you even Maxine is shivering right now. She looks at her son and sees how I have raised him for her, she looks at our daughter and sees how she admires her father. Nobody can look down on me from where I am at. There is one and she is so blinded from the scum of the earth that her light is slowly fading. But you can not find her, she has to want to be saved. From where I stand ... she better hope somebody does."
{Whispers, it takes the death of a mother. To depart from the earth. And all your life you'll try and rebirth.}
