!!!-Isolation-Impresionment-Addiction-!!!

[AJ Riot]

What do you do when isolated and imprisoned? You stay awake, where am I? Who has taken me? Why have I been taken? The mind of any person even the sickest son of a bitch in the world will race with the same thoughts even if different emotions go through the heart of the individual. For most these feeling would be panic and anxiety, for fewer it would be amusement and suspicion. AJ Riot seen darkness the entire time, but had heard the moans and groans of the battle being fought under him as he sat Indian Style inside the cage at Hallowicked.

He smirked and rocked back and forth listening to them thinking of Josie when he heard her laugh she does to mask the agony she feels through her body. Her mind likes how her body gets punished just like he does. His hands gripped tightly to the bars on the side when he heard Pain's shouts knowing Josie must be handing her punishment. Riot let out a long low grunt of anger as it started to slowly blaze inside of him. Inside his head he wanted to break out of the cage and return the attack on Josie.

The cage door opened, but there was no light. Riot felt and seen a spark before he passed out only to awaken with a black hood over his face and feeling his hands tied behind his back as were his feet. He shouted but was muffled by a rag that was tied around his mouth. "Missruss...Missruss!!!" He wiggled around and then felt a hard punch catch him on the left side of the face, he fell over and off hard metal, he must be in a delivery truck or something. He wobbled to find a way to sit up, but was kicked by a thick feeling boot in the chin. "AGH! ... Jo-ie...Jos..." He was tackled and then had a fluster of punches with a very heavy body on top of him. It hurt with his arms being behind him and eventually the pain cause him to black out.

He has been hog tied ever since Hallowicked and has only had some fat man with an executioner hood enter the room. He was beat with fist and baseball bats, nightsticks, a few beer bottles, thumb-tacs. Whoever the guy was he was punishing Riot for some reason, only two out of the three times the guy has visited did he bring food. Then again it was just tossed on the ground after the pummeling.

"I am not a dog!" He remembered thinking in the cage and shouts out as he lays on the cold floor of his small isolated room. Riot tries to stretch out, but is only caused more discomfort for his trouble. He always wears himself out then finds himself hunched over wheezing and coughing from the fatigue and panic. This was not the same as when Mistress Pain has him isolated he might break on the inside, but his body has never once scared him like this. ^{{{You are going to die here Alex. We are going to die here!}}} He sobs his mask his torn, but still provides him with some form of a security blanket, he has had no bathroom to use or even a change of clothes still wearing his wrestling attire. Lots of times people have treated him low, but never like an abused animal. He feels lonely even if he has voices they are only shouting at him for putting them in this predicament in the first place.

^{{{You are stupid! Josie doesn't love you, how could she care about anyone?! Dax was right... we should have listened to Hurriclark when he said to listen to Mister Clark.}}}} He sobs harder his breath more like a scream from his soul being cut like metal on metal. He taps his head lightly off the ground because he feels ashamed at his crybaby behavior, but for some reason it is all his body will do. "Stop it...stop being stupid." He shakes his head and stops the crying even though tears still stream out of his eyes. His stomach hurts, he is thirsty and he hasn't seen any sign of daylight since before entering the warehouse that fateful night.

"I finally did it...I finally fulfilled my deathwish...and....she won't even miss me....she doesn't even care...I failed...I should have taken care of her...." He starts to feel the trembling inside his body take over again and his vision becomes blurred by the tears. Quickly AJ bits his lip and feels the need to smack himself if he was not hog tied. "I'm....I'm sorry...I...I don't know...I hate...hate how this feels...I hate thinking of her....I hate that I don't know what she thinks of me...I hate that I only have a heartbeat when she is teasing me...I ...I should just die...but....but she needs me." He sobs again breaking down at the last words he could get out.

^{{{Who would need you? Look where you got us? What did you do?? Is this because of Candy? You know what she did is probably sold your location out to people. Think about it ALEX...THINK! We are here suffering and alone has she found us?! Josie was looking for us, Josie is the one that cares and she isn't going to miss someone like you, she is just going to be angry that she didn't get to finish you off...that's what you wanted right...Josie to kill you. hahaha...what a loser.}}} "NO...no it's not like that...I...I don't know." Whatever he had wanted he just got a thrill out of pressing her to her edge, maybe she'd kill him but he thought it was funny in a way. Make her fall in love with him and then force her to snap and kill the thing she loves. Yet he was not able to do it after that day, the day he gave her his wedding ring. He didn't want to fall in love with Candy everything seems so fake to him anymore. Dax Clark said Josie was the same way and perhaps he was right, but at least it gave AJ a dream to pretend can come true.

^{{{Why did master give her the ring??}}} He shook his head not realizing he was no longer sobbing the silent tears still flooded his sorrowful eyes. "I...I wanted her to know... I ...lo...lov....love.... h...her." For the last several months AJ had thought on how big of a mistake it had been to give his wedding ring to Josie, but he didn't want to be married anymore to anyone. The time he has spent sleeping at her feet and arguing with her before finally giving in just because he knew she wasn't going to. Even a few times thought the whole summer he swears he can recall a sorry or two escaping her lips.

^{{{HAHAHAHAHA! Stupid, why would you love her she loves Shane! Hahahaha! Loser!}}}} Riot cries again feeling the torment of how it was stupid and hopeless, never once when he has told Josie he loves her did she ever return the gesture.

^{{{GUYS! Leave him alone!}}} He felt bad for the way he felt tied to Josie even after everything he got from Pain. Yet his interest grew every time she talked to him lately he had been starting to think maybe she was a real person. "I ... I don't know." ^{{{{Hahahaha! He loves that Pain chick! Stupid head. hahaha!}}}}

He sniffles and bites his lip. "Don't laugh at me..." The voices continue to laugh and insult him. ^{{{She only loves to tease you and feed you and beat you like a puppy....awwww are you a cute little puppy? hahaha}}} "No...no stop it..."

^{{{He us a pussy cat remember! hahaha!}} AJ flung his feet and pops off the ground before hitting it hard. He was panting and starting to feel the frustration build again as he is unable to break free. He freezes as the door opens and the large figure in a black hood enters and throws food at him and then shuts the door. He starts to become suspicious of the food for not taking a beating for it and rolls across the floor even though it hurts and to get away from the stuff. He stares into the blackness, he feels like he is missing something, but he is at war over what that really is. Why would anyone ever want to rescue him? Now he is in a real crisis and there is nobody who is like family to him that he has not cut off. Nobody that he trust to love him unconditionally enough that they would want him back. Only Pain for wanting him as a toy, and Josie wanting him for her victim.

He looks at his hands fingering the wounds he still has though they are healed more now. He thinks about how he thought of Josie when he was pressing the razor into his palms. As he presses his thumb into his palm he remembers looking into Pain's eyes while she had grabbed his hands. He hadn't even put up a fight letting her sink her nails into his cuts, they were not even for her, but she stole possession. He takes his left index finger and traces along the edge of his scab thinking about Pain, she wants into his head, but it is too dangerous. Not only is it dangerous for her, but for him as well she doesn't understand what happens when he starts to feel things. He slowly and in a half broken voice slowly sings a song he has in his head. "You've got me tied up... dog upon a leash...Instead of messin' round... practice what you preach. Your days are numbered... my day's arrived. The way I see it, we're dead or we're alive.
You give me pain.... but you bring me pleasure
Get out of my life.....You bring me pain... but you give me pleasure. Don't know what I like....You give me pain.... but you bring me pleasure
Get out of my life.....You bring me pain... but you give me pleasure. Don't know what I like....I don't know what I like."

He starts slipping off into a trance and eventually his eyes grow too heavy and he passes out even though in the back of his mind he is too worried to let himself sleep. Why should he let himself die now without a fight? Only Josie deserves to kill him... and perhaps he has someone that wants him alive...why though?


The End

[AJ Riot]

Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again



How long have we been here?

Riot was sick from the anxiety and his cell is covered in sick filth. He stumbles around his energy level is down and he feels that twisted side of him starting to crack inside his skull. He walks around punching the brick wall and busting his knuckles nearly breaking his hand. He uses the blood to paint the name Josie on the wall and stares at is like a zombie.

Fuck her...

He manages to squeak out, he turns and his narrowed eyes gaze around the place, playing in front of him is a flashback to the room Pain had him in. He thinks he sees her and charges right into the other side of the room knocking himself off the wall and down to the floor. He grunts and shouts loudly in anger slamming his fist repetitively off the ground. It hurt so much inside of him, he was rejected by Josie just like Dax Clark used to make fun of him for.

Why you stuck up on her? Josie will never care about anyone but Josie.

AHHHHHHHHHHH!

He rips is hair while screaming almost wishing it was Josie's hair and not his. What was the point if she wants him dead then he rays she does it with her bare hands so he can laugh at the perfect match they actually are as she takes his life from him. Riot starts laughing hysterically and backs himself up into the corner.

Pain... ha!

He stops laughing and gets an angry look with his eyes narrowed.

I want to play a game... The first one to fall in love loses... I ... I don't love you... WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?!!!

He jumps forward again slamming his fist against the floor, he has been like this for the last three days and even the hooded man will not enter the cell while Riot is awake. AJ is panting hard from working himself up, and now is crying profusely. He won't admit it, but he was starting to fall for Pain, he wanted to protect her, he wanted to consume her, he wants to devour her mind and soul. She somehow broke through to him without hardly saying anything, or without spoiling him an letting him have his way all the time. What is eating him alive is that he can name off ever aspect of Josie that he is in love with, but with Mistress Pain he can not. Only that he knows that she feels like metal and he is a magnet that keeps getting drawn in.

What does she want out of him? Does she think he is going to lose this love game? AJ looks over at photos that were on the ground. They were of Candy and some guy with his arm around her, and hanging all over her while he smiled brightly. He kicks them away because it infuriates him that he let some girl win out over him and after Josie he swore he would never let another one in.

She doesn't have a name so she is a nobody...I do not have to treat her like a person. heh.

He smirks sitting on the hard ground and looking at the brick wall he lightly taps his forehead off, putting a little more force into it with each time. What he has imagined is getting that name, what does she treasure that he can threaten to get it. Pain always gets what she wants... he laughs madly at the thought because Alica is dead to him, and even Alex is dead. AJ Riot is all that is left, he goes after everything he wants and if he can not have it then it will be destroyed. Still he imagines his brother LJ crying over Josie's bloody and mangled body after he gets done with it. Shane wont even notice that his lover is gone, what would Rage think of you taking someone's life? He would probably yell, but why should he care anymore this world is just fake.

Playing with the big boys now Alex. What are you going to do cry or are you going to let me handle this?

He sighs and then started laughing and laid back down, the executioner hooded man has not even dared to step into the cell unless with a tazer gun and hand tazer to keep him immobilized.

I am going to make her dig her own grave, jump into it an lay down while I shove the dirt on top. What about Pain you might ask... while... she WILL ... give me a name and if she doesn't then I will get her last breath, her last sigh her last moan. I don't care if she gives me permission or not. I been holding back waiting on permission....mmmmmmmm...permission.

He thought of it as an extravagant meal just wanting permission to feast and gorge himself. Staring off at nothing but the visions inside his head that play for him like a movie. many times over he has played it over and over again. Wanting to consume her, the sounds he'd make while he devours her soul. would she beg him to stop or keep going? Not like it would matter, but he licks his lips at the thought of it. She points out how Josie will never care for him, she also has claimed only she can handle him. Does she even know what she is handling? He can not go after candy even if his mind wants her to suffer and beg for forgiveness for her lies. Pain is just another faker to him and has no clue of what is in the depths of his mind.