Post by Angel Love on Feb 29, 2012 22:59:55 GMT -5
and one man in his time plays many parts.
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Defense? What is there to defend? I was almost human and then at the core of it we are all sinners and never free until we've taken our last breath. That is what everyone has been trying to tell me right? What good am I as a sinner, what good am I if there is no such thing as right and wrong. Some people can claim I am crazy, I am ignorant, I might be self centered, but I am only human. Why was I saved? Why was judgement passed over me when I am such a horrible person? Doesn't anyone think I have feelings? Doesn't anyone thing that just maybe I breath and bleed just like everyone else? If for nothing else I have to be stronger now then ever. I have to prove to people that I am real, they are fake and can't even look themselves in the mirror. I do everyday, rather I hate myself or not there I am day or night I can always rely on me.
Angel looked up from where she laid in bed holding onto a small stuffed animal she'd been bought for her birthday. The Jackal had saved her from slipping down a dark path, and then she'd found herself woken up with Raven Trueblood tending to her concussion. Why was he helping her? When asked he only said he was told to. Now she is alone in her dark room, she used to be afraid of the dark and suddenly it became the light she couldn't stand. How it burn her eyes, the pain of seeing everything when she rather just see nothing at all. At a press conference she was hounded to have a sit down, but had no will power to face other people.
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"We ready to go out there. Just a few hours till show time. Not just one Amazon, but five of them are after me. Older cougar, and younger hell cats after this title we have right here."
Stood in front of the mirror and pointed at the title on her shoulder. She was already dressed in her wrestling attire in fact she had it one while she slept. This was a do or die situation, and Chasity Costa being a person that was going to want her head for taking away the Amazon Championship. Angel still feels herself smile every time she thinks of it, sometimes the truth is what people hate the most. People have tried to fill her head, but it was her fault for letting anyone else in there.
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"That's what we talking about. You are ready for this Angel, we are ready for this. Josie Pleasure hasn't been ready for anything but waiting around and growing old while she waits for Shane Trudex. We are interested in everyone in this match remember not just Costa, that Jenna Stone wants a bite of the pie now, and even JR Rage."
Angel paused and took in a deep long inhale and then shut her eyes and exhaled. The thoughts flowing through her head were of many voices, the wind outside blew as if the voices were stemming from there.
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"Mary Jane would be with us right? I am the future she sees that. I know she wants Blake proud of her, but I want Nikki to be proud of me, and Maxine...I wanted her to be. I have so much to live up to."
She started to feel the pressure stack up on her and she tried to think about the Jackal his fierce eyes darting through his mask as he had grabbed her. There is a bigger picture to think about, she doesn't want to think about it, but she feels like holding the Amazon Championship is her focus for right now. Stepping out of line at all right now was going to lose more ground then she already has. This was time she really did hire some professional help besides Mary Jane. Thank god Angel thinks that one of her best friends has a PHD in Psychological. Now she needed somebody that she'd be able to rely on for ring management. Dresden already had disbanded her from the Natural Order, now she is on her own. This was going to require street smarts, after blowing through all her money, and the horrible pay from IWS she has to think about how holding this championship makes her expendable. Mary has Blake to fall back on and her PHD. Zelean has a modeling career that seems to be taking off but Angel is nineteen and has to jump on the career track now or she could end up relying on people for the rest of her life.
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"We have to keep a hold of this, I don't care what I have to do. I can't kill obviously a crime against nature. That doesn't mean that dirty people out there will find me just turning the other cheek. I am going out with my claws out and ready to fight, I want this championship, I want to keep leading with the Love revolution in IWS."
She looked at her reflection looking back at her, it wasn't her but Courtney. The girl that grew up in a cluttered trailer her father was in the CIA, but she was in a foster home. The woman had only used her to collect a check, ever yelled at her for being so bluntly open. Angel was never taught limits as a child, case in point why she's so cold about harming anyone that threatens her objective. By any means necessarily that was what she was raised to believe, her father in the CIA. Her oldest brother the marine. He came home from leave and got drunk only to drive his truck off the bridge. Her brothers always fought with her and she always fought back. Eventually realizing girls have no codes of conduct she eventually earned their respect and they wouldn't mess with her unless playfully.
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"I forgot they were in there... I don't know why."
The pep rally in high school, the electrical fire and lock down malfunction. People in her town still thought it was such a disaster. Her brothers had been caught in it, only one managed to dodge the bullet by being sick and missing school that day. This is all stuff Angel is haunted by that Courtney runs away from. Now as she looks at herself she faces what she really is, a walking time bomb. Who could befriend her, or love her besides from a distance. This was the image she needs to get used to looking at, she smiled and looked over into the title belt.
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+-+-+-Angel Love-+-+-+
"I believe we need a make over Love, now I just need to hang onto you. You hold onto my hand and I will teach you how to fly."
Angel steps into the locker room her head soaking wet with sweat and her clothes as well. She had been running on the treadmill, and then had spared with a person she happen to run into. This was going to be a war, she thought back to what she learned off Dolphus Dresden about war. He spoke about how spies were used, and fire from the air, and keeping a grip on Illusion and Reality. He was raised in the wild from a small age so he knew what it was like. Non of the stuff people do on a daily basis made sense and such when you could be attacked at any moment. Angel ha always felt the same never safe unless in the dark where cameras could not totally see her. She trained her eyes to be used to the night time and was a lot happier when the world seems so dead and she was awake and alive.
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"Right now all that matters is victory, this title staying with me."
Angel walked out of the locker room and seen Mary Jane heading into the warehouse. She smiled brightly at her and stopped her alone the way.
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"Hey Mary I been trying to reach you. How have you been?"
She knew that Mary Jane seemed rushed and slightly annoyed at the present time, the question was why. There wasn't time to wonder why though as she watched Mary Jane pause and ponder over her own thoughts. She brushed her hair out of her eyes, shook her head.
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"I don't know, I keep getting interrupted."
Angel thought about it, she thought Mary Jane would be happy and endless amounts of time. She was ten years older and had papers that proved she was smarter.
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"I guess it will give me more energy. I am tired of Blake being ripped away from me."
She watched Mary shake her head again, the aggravation was more clear now. How heavily Dorian Blake had been training, and how they had been having small spats here and there. Angel understood letting things build up, and she wanted to be friends with Mary Jane no matter what people thought.
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"I hear he is a guy that likes to train hard for his matches, so maybe it is a good thing to save your energy. This is a hard match, weapons aloud. It is going to be brutal Mary, very ruthless."
Mary Jane sighed, there wasn't any bringing this woman's spirits up it seemed.
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"I am sure Blake would want you to show out there how much you can be you know... ruthless. He is brutal like that, and this match has a old understudy of his in it. Not to mention Josie Pleasure."
Angel looked over at Mary wondering if the mention of Josie might spark anything or the fact that JR Rage was going to be in here, these were things that she was excited about.
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"Yeah, the first one I want to put through a table."
Mary Jane shook her head and walked into the locker room. Angel looked at her watch she still had seven minuets. This was going to still work out alright. All she has t do now is explain to Mary Jane what is going on before the other Amazons show up for the night. She walked into the locker room with a smirk and the scene fades out.
Defense? What is there to defend? There is a lot to defend, respect, honor, glory, myself. I won this title with blood sweat and tears and I would be dammed if I did not pay the same price to defend it as well. I am not s stick in the mud I am more like a plague in this war, I am famine that starves you. I am in this war not just an Angel of Love, but I am also an Angel of Death. It will be sweet dreams for all of you, and still when you awaken I will be here and the champion. Because it is meant to be.[/color][/font]
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[/center]Match:Opening Bout - Amazon Championship
Amazon Madhouse Match -- Clockwork Orange House of Fun match/ To Eliminate an opponent you must put them through a table, last fall is falls count anywhere.
Josie Pleasure vs. Chastity Costa vs. Jenna Stone vs. JR Rage vs. Mary Jane vs. © Angel Love
mood:Do or Die (5th week)
credit:jacksome111@caution 2.0![/size]
