Post by Alejandro Primo on Feb 28, 2012 23:54:46 GMT -5
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• No matter where you say it you know that you'll be heard •
WORD UP IT'S
THE CODEWORD
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WOW! Victory! How long it has been since I have scored your divinity upon me, and to the Universe Champion to feel thy money shot man. I blind so many with such and attack I feel my power restoring itself I am returning to the promised land at Cupid Wars. The team I am to be on will be Sylvester Ramone and Ryan Sharpe two men that have no fear if only in the moment of survival. Being alive, in a moment, inside a second is the only thing that matters yet I hang onto to a single moment, a singular second in time. I want to recapture this glory. What will a victory at Cupid Wars mean. I ponder this in the dark room of my one bedroom apartment. I heard from people that Roi, I mean Miss Buxton was out of the country. I can't fly I'd have a heart attack, well I guess I fly off the top rope, this would just be a long leap... right...
Quit talking to yourself Zac we got time to relax. Play it cool take one for the team.
From behind me I hear the door open and looked over Nicki Ramone had just let herself in. She had been beaming about how I won, and how she had helped me prepare. She was very proud and I could tell without her really telling me. I wished for others to love me in such a way, but it might never be meant to be. My heart hates to admit anything, and I must grow cold to anything around me.
"Hey boi! *kisses my cheek* Wow I am still just so happy, I feel like I won the match. I told you if you would just lighten up baby boi you a cool dude."
I force a smile that may be I am told my many females how awesome I am, but why does she have me mystified? If Nicki was not around to anchor me down I would float off into the dust of time just out of my will being lost. JT furious at me, he has his sister and I fight every day for training with no result just one minor victory at a time. I should be happier over defeating Revelation, right? After all Blake did it, and so did JT Starr, now The Primo up there with them, and Mister Dax Clark.
"Thanks Nicki, I just kept thinking of what you said. And I just had so much more energy and alertness. I do need more sleep you are right, and someday I will wake up as the king of all this. ... The Primo!"
She smiles and had me sit up on the sofa before sitting next to me and holding her arms around me. I know she is heavily into me because she always wants to hug me or is holding my arm or rubing my back or neck. I have no idea why she has to touch me all the time, but I just let her not like anyone else is there to do it. I been more focused on my matches, eating right, and exersising all the time, I even been medetating everyday. This is a new Primo that will not stand down, not be stricken down with words, I stand at The End, because I choose this fate.
"I think you are such a cutie, why would them bitches be picking on you? I think you are adorable, they just jealous and I can see why as I have said before. I signed up to be a manager you know. I even have had a few offers and stuff."
I felt like Darth Vader started strangling me, the bastard! chokes on my soda I was drinking I know she wants to manage me, but why, and Sylvester might not like it at all. Come to think of it he isn't going to like a lot of things I been doing with his baby sister. I didn't plan this at all and I'm screwed, the main goal is getting out of Cupid Wars alive. We got to win to stay alive right now, Ramone is out for blood and if not theirs then it will be mine. I am sitting down I feel like the room is spinning suddenly as I think about the match, the bright lights the fans screaming. All the faces blur together into nothingness. You there? I look up and see Nicki looking at me.
"oh? that's cool, you gonna manage your bro?"
Nicki chuckles and I force myself to follow suit, of course not, she wants to manage me. I feel my heart pounding I don't think this is a great idea. The girl is all over me and her brother freaks me out he is a cold blooded killer. Nobody usually crosses Ramone unless they have a death wish. Ro...I mean Miss Buxton already disappeared and that was because of me wasn't it? Wow I really need to pay attention, what the hell is Nicki kissing me? My body seems happy so...Yeah wow it a good kiss though. She is smiling at me as she pulled back and I am in a frozen shock about why she was trying to make out with me. I thought this was a friends deal, but I did like the attention. She crawls onto my lap and I instinctively put my arms around her.
"I seen that you moved up the ranks a little you are at seventeen, that is a great number. Just imagine that perhaps Ryan might put in a word for you to get a Barbarian title shot. Or you could keep climbing and get an eXtinction title shot. You are the future of this society boi and they just don't see it because you are before your time."
She at least has plenty of faith inside of me if nothing else nobody has since my mother passed on. I hear negativity, and am only pressed over into the ground. Revelation was a good leader and could probably get any number over on any of my team mates or myself. I need to keep an eye on him for sure, as well as Paroxysm those two were tough to defeat the first time. Mystery is the new tag team champion, that is huge in history! I don't think one dude has ever done that has he? Maybe who knows, but that guy still now has gold and is a threat. Raven Trueblood defeated Ramone, and I think I got his number and he knows this by now.
I am drawn away from the thoughts as Nicki is behind me rubbing my shoulders. I could feel the tension in my muscles and the release of pressure on my head as she did this. I lean back to look up into her eyes, they are very deep hazel. I smirk thinking it is pretty to stare at and like gazing into a kaleidoscope my big mama had bought me. I was bored a lot as a child and the colors changing and mixing to become something new and never ending fascinated me for hours.
"What you looking at boo?"
I sigh and sit back up leaning my chin on my hand. I have no idea how to answer her. I still thought about the blind date I went on, and how everything felt like I been hit by a train. I rather win then play the dating game, I rather be able to compete. I rather be able to wake up every morning and go back to my dreams every night.
"Just staring, you know I have to go on another blind date, you cool with that?"
She pressed her lips to the side I seen reflected in the tv set. She rolled her eyes and forced herself to smile as she seen my eyes I looked away fast. She patted me affectionately and sighed.
"Of course you now I don't care, nobody be able to rock you like I rock you so not like I gonna lose my boy toy nah what I mean yo."
She chuckled, I have no idea what she means by that although like I said earlier what the hell was the kiss about? If things are getting serious then I think I might be sick, but this isn't serious. Managers kiss their clients right? Anyways, the match is what matters... well after this blind date I got to go on. I promised to tough this out and I still got a debt to pay. Nicki was right thought wow the woman was beautiful she didn't compare to Roisin, I mean miss Buxton. God! I still can't stop thinking about her, I wonder if she would be proud of my victory? What the hell is that? Oh my phone and I got a message on my private facebook.
"Hey Zac awesome job winning your match. :-)" MJ ---
I ... wow Mary Jane is proud of me I left that woman for a chance with R..haha caught myself. Miss Buxton only to get shoved away and forced to be alone. I am not really alone though am I? My brothers of The End are around, and Nicki Ramone is hanging out all the time with me. This match is a team effort, I have faith in my team, I took one for the team. I am toughing myself up in myself most of all not to let them down. I have never and will never let anyone down that I promise not to, even if they do wrong to me. Alright enough of being sappy this might be valentine's day but stupid cupid's got a lot more to worry about then my love affairs.
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I walked into the apartment and fell onto the floor a mess and sobbing. Nicki sat on the floor next to me and wraps her arms around me, she rubs her hand on the outside of my arm. I could have died, I almost would have killed another. I am not the man I think. Nicki brushed her hand over the top of my head and I remembered happier days.
"It will be alright, Syl won't let you get hurt. I told him not to let you get "
"Thanks but I know that Ricky does. I can't think about it though, I just can't I have to think about this match. I haven't even been able to contact JT or Ryan. If I am the only man that goes out there for your brother, how could we stand up?"
There is still the off chance that Revelation is going to steal the entire match with his ability. He was the champion, and Paroxysm was already stirring a small buzz. What about Trueblood or Mystery? I felt her hand pull my face to looking at her, she had the serious look in her eyes that were dark at the moment with her large pupil.
"I see you clearly, you are The Primo. Just be you and it will be ok."
My heart was pounding as her hand slipped over top of it, and my breath slows. Staring into her eyes was like how I imagine being hypnotized would be. I didn't want to look away and yet I knew I had to or I would lose myself. I chuckle and shake my head with my eyes shut some. I actually feel speechless about it, nobody has ever been this real about me, not even for a moment. I always think about it, how it feels to be knocked out. I've suffered several concussions in my life, and done damage to my head before. Maybe I'm not clever enough to do this alone I been thinking in the outside world.
"I am here for you."
That she is, all the time when I need her to be. I smile slightly and nod at her before kissing her softly on the lips. I could feel her heart beat against mine and then open my eyes and watch her smile at me.
"Will you be in the crowd watching me?"
I always wanted someone there watching me, cheering me on. I rather it be someone else, but still a face I know would be nice for once. I watch her nod and smile, she smiled a lot around me endlessly. I was a liar I guess she was growing on me with each day that passed by. After falling asleep I snuck out of the apartment and walked to the post office where I looked at the envelope one more time. This time I know I wrote the address on it perfectly. I was sending out a ticket, just maybe I would have one wish granted all I need is one. I went to sleep lost in my dreams and then heard the knocking on the door. I looked over Nicki at the flashing red numbers. The electric must have went off, I hear the knocking get louder and then panic Ricky Ramone must have found me. I shake Nicki to wake her up and whisper so I might not be heard.
"Nicki,... hey Nicki there someone knocking."
She open one eyes slightly and then sat up still wearing her clothes from the day before. She grumbled and walked out of the bedroom to the front door. I could hear her though even though I thought there was a hammering like me being placed in a coffin. I can't breath, my heart isn't beating. Am I dead? I wouldn't be able to walk around and all this though if I wasn't I am being crazy.
"Hey Syl whats you here for?"
That must mean Sylvester was the one knocking he must want me to prepare for this match. I am so tired though. I roll out of the bed and then pull a shirt on I already had sweats on. I walk out and see Ramone in the small living room entrance. He looked at me and smiled.
"I been looking for you, we think that you might be promoted Primo. All you have to do is follow what Ryan and I do you understand? Today you are going to learn from me what I want out of you, and Cupid Wars will be us. I want to show everyone that Raven can't win without any help from his wicked master. If he was his own person then Trueblood would be more true to his own path, and own feelings. Primo you are with us, cold forget feeling, forget everything and flow with the energy. You ever felt like that?"
I watched him look at me with the dark brown eyes. I wasn't sure what to tell him, this is the Captain I am speaking to and he's threaten me so many times. I remember once feeling like that, and smile as I remember the feeling.
"That reminds me, you come out here."
I followed him outside and he walked over to his silver Jaguar car. He sounded cold as he had his back to me and spoke, he turned and stared daggers at me.
"Don't ever hurt my baby sis."
I held my hands up, I do not intend t ever hurt anyone. Harm none and no harm shall come onto three right or some snazzy jazz like that. I can't think clearly when people are getting too serious about things. Seriously? We can't start this. Ramone put his hand on my left shoulder and smiled.
"Good then we'll never have a problem, I want you to know I am going t pay for your car repair. You see the nice things I got, I worked for them I hustle people I sell buy anything that can make a buck you got me. This match is about more then that though, I want you to realize this match is about shutting people up. I spoke to both Ryan and JT about this, I want this win. I want Revelation left in that ring battered, and wishing for The End. His team mates will fall before him, and there will be no stopping any of this. You want in Primo, this is your moment...are you with me?"
I looked at Ramone put his hand out, what was he offering? Her? I looked him dead in the eyes and I seen myself looking back at me. What does he see I wonder, his face is stone cold like at a poker game. I shut my eyes and think about what he told me last time we had a private discussion. I open my eyes and look at him finally exhaling as I place my hand into his, and he pulled me tightly into a side hug and patted me on the back.
"Yeah, I'm with you Ramone."
I feel like I made a deal with the devil, but it is worth it. What I said before, survival. I want to make it out of this war alive.
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