Sweet Dreams Sacrifice

[Angel Love]

C A U S E • W I T H O U T • L O V E

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{+ I am so sure you all missed me, I considered passing up this opportunity without Maxine inside the IWS Jerrick and I have felt so drained and lacking in any motivation. Bless The Wolf he really tried, but one man can only do so much, so much indeed. Dax Clark turned the hunter into the hunted and stole away the key, what a brilliant man. ((Angel are you listening to me!?) Drake Diamond will fall, he is the last left and he will feel the suffering I have felt, he and all that follow. YOU! You are a woman! Do you get that, and you see the world must be easier for a female... because, if she was not able to think, then that would leave her like you... you see. +}

There is laughing and I felt my eyes burning from tears that only felt like mud. Angel? I nod I guess I am an Angel my daddy always told me I was. Oh... You serious!!! I have to help these people!? I guess ... God!

Voice: "Hinduism is often called the "oldest living ...the oldest living."



| Sweet Dreams in the Night |
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In the beginning there was an empty darkness. The only thing in this void was Nyx, a bird with black wings. where do you think that came from? Angel blinked her eyes and coughed, she took a large sip from her can of Pepsi and then placed it back on the pile starting to collect on her night stand. She sat in front of the white static screen in the pich black room, in her right hand is the Shrunken head she as decided to start carying everywhere, she called the thing many things since then and well Angel don't "hook up" she has had several visitors that have found it frightening and alluring at the same time. The song kept playing in the background, the first twelve hours she had people pounding on the wall wanting her to turn it down. She shook her head they are not real they are fake, she is alone in the world. Jerrick is gone and Maxine is gone, all that is left for her now is to sleep and hope that someday it will be worth it to wake up again. She looked at the Shrunken head and sighed as her music stopped you could almost hear the people pause to see if she would once again hit the replay button. Angel crunched on hr pop corn and then sighed again.

--ω-♋-ω-Perfect Ten-ω-♋-ω--
+-+-+-Angel Love-+-+-+
"Really what am I suppose to do? I don't know how to handle kids or anything, let along teenagers wow I would have to handle teenagers. True it's only part of the time, that is a lot of the time... I can't handle that what do you think?"

She looked at the Shrunken head it was not going to help her much, she scalped this girl for offering herself to her.

Why do people relay on me, why do they care, how far will I need to go in order for people to see what I truly am?

Now Chasity Costa was offering her neck on the line for the Amazon Championship, both Mary Jane and Angel want this title and for different reasons. Angel brushed the Shrunken head's hair back in an affectionate way.

--ω-♋-ω-Perfect Ten-ω-♋-ω--
+-+-+-Angel Love-+-+-+
"You ever think that Mary Jane has to live up to Sprit Fire? I wouldn't be able to handle that pressure you know it must be nice to be Chasity you know she is a strong woman, she doesn't need to lean on a man at all does she...nope...She has that Christian guy hooked in pretty good though, hook line and sinker..."

Angel took another bite of pop corn, and she pressed a different song figuring that maybe something else was better. She let the hyper music flow into her and she sighed as the pounding on the wall to turn it down started it would go away though. This was in a way like a halfway house, it was the same place she met Zelean, because Maxine founded the place so that nobody would have to go through what she did to get help. Angel slightly smirked and took another drink from her can of pop.

--ω-♋-ω-Perfect Ten-ω-♋-ω--
+-+-+-Angel Love-+-+-+
"Maxine is so wonderful, if she ever asked my I would kill her, I know she would ask me..."

Angel smiled moslty to herself staring off into the air, then she thought she heard laughing she looked at the static on the screen of the tv and then at the Shrunken head with a furious look overcoming her face.

--ω-♋-ω-Perfect Ten-ω-♋-ω--
+-+-+-Angel Love-+-+-+
"Prove me wrong! Sprit!? HAHAHA! Sprit couldn't get the job done on Josie she is nothing, a real Amazon would be able to slaughter her enemies like a proud warrior. You never leave a comrade behind and Sprit committed that treason..."

Angel stood up and walked away to a different room as she walked into the dark bedroom she started to sob knowing she is along to herself. She was so close to her dreams she wants the Amazon championship, her father said she would never be a lady, she was pathetic... and she killed him. The kids at school they all made fun of her called her fat, they called her a dyke, they threw their lunch food at her and oinked like a pig. Alexis had been her only friend, she remembers so well how her red headed friend would stand in front of her on the days that they had a game to cheer for. She told them to leave me the hell alone and they decided we were a couple. We laughed about it, but I really wanted to be a couple with her I was able to treat her better then any of her abusive boyfriends they only wanted sex I loved everything about her. Yet the older we got, the more she started to like the jerks and the less she loved me, the less she loved the time we had together. She got into a fight with her boyfriend on night, and he threw her from the car, right into the highway. Alexis never made it, she died because she told her boyfriend that to spell gnat it is G-n-a-t instead of N-a-t like he kept saying. It was Alexis fault she should have known not to press that button on Mark, but she did. He then drove his car off the road and off a cliff.

Angel walks over to her bed and sat down burying her hands in her face, she used to be able to talk to Zelean about things that bothered her, but all that matters anymore is the fast living. Perhaps not living would be better Angel has thought. She remembered how the bullying at school never stopped even when Alexis died, they blamed her for causing Mark's death he was the most popular boy in school, they said Angel and Alexis had a lesbo affair. Angel pulled a handfull of her own hair out of her scalp and shook with a slight laugh.

--ω-♋-ω-Perfect Ten-ω-♋-ω--
+-+-+-Angel Love-+-+-+
"I've clawed my way up from being stomped on every day, I have held my tongue, and my breath there is just about nothing left of me, but what is still left inside of me I plan on putting into this match. What else do I have, that bitch Alayna and her precious little baby, Drake is such a proud grandfather now he has no time for me. It's ok my real father never had time for me, and those kids at school...*chuckles*...I showed all of them just what it would feel like to burn for their sins. Tiffany thinks I don't understand her, I do but I have done my time, I have served out pain and felt suffering... this is my time, my match. I love Mary, please....please don't make her hate me..."

Angel got down on her knees and knelt at the foot of her bed, the room was pitch black but she liked it that way being able to hide, she knew that if she asked that somebody would answer somewhere in the Universe.

--ω-♋-ω-Perfect Ten-ω-♋-ω--
+-+-+-Angel Love-+-+-+
"I just want Nikki to be ok, so anything that she needs. She needs a strong person in her life, I am a strong person, I can prove it at Seasons Beatings. We can't let Chasity leave with the Amazon title anymore. Let's start with the fact that she is Gemini, Jesus for real a Gemini...uh...at least Sprit was a Virgo. Lord I am a Cancer, I have always tried to be good, my halo is a little crooked but that can't be helped when you placed me here with nothing, but idiots surrounding me. I can deal with Mary Jane beating me them Sagittarius they are sexy I understand Lord. I am just saying imagine me with that title, imagine how clean I could make it I would be a great Champion. You know how I dreamed of this moment, of holding that power, that glory and Christmas weapons...OH Lord you know how I feel about toys I love them...oh how I love them Lord. Do you think she will hurt me? Do you think she will make me cry? I hope she does, thank you Jesus for placing Mary Jane in this match, and thank you for giving me something happy to dream about. Please let her beat me, please let them punish me I do not wish to be crowned so easily. Also I don't want anyone butting in, So help me! I am ready to rip somebody's head off if they ruin this for me. Katherine failed when she was attacked, and injured and Sprit failed by being a shame of existence and her sister has picked right up where she left off. Why did Evie lose to Chasity? Her sister made her weak, I know the champion is not weak, and I am happy. I wish I had a present for you, but winning this match is not just for me, I will do it for you as well Lord. I hope you are watching... Good night Lord, ... sweet dreams."

Angel crawled into her bed and turned on her night light before fading off into sleep. What she needs to do is rest right now, at her bedroom door is a hooded man, The Sandman he turned and thought to himself for a moment. Getting his Angel back off of Jerrick Hadrian was not as hard as he had thought a lot of people were over looking her, but like a butterfly her time to blossom would come about. This he thinks just might be the time for her to shine, but the trouble is if she is ready or not only a twenty year old.

--♍---DreamWeaver---♍--
+-+-+-The Sandman-+-+-+
"Angel is a good girl, Chasity Costa seems to me to be a cut throat and will do anything to keep that title, she likes having it and giving it up is not anything she is willingly going to do. Jerrick is no longer there to distract her, or her affiliation to The Natural Order, this girl will be alone. Mary Jane wants her own claim to fame so why is the champion the common enemy?"

He thought on this for a moment he had no idea how to address this issue Electra was not able to care for his Angel and no other Amazon on the roster would want to give up any of their status.

--♍---DreamWeaver---♍--
+-+-+-The Sandman-+-+-+
"My sister will need to take care of her."

He nodded and turned around walking into the other room and the scene fades out as he decides to call his mortal sister to come help this troubled girl. Angel sleeps in the room sweating and shaking, The Sandman knows it is because she has been heart broken and for years drowning he seen these girls on the street all the time. They would ask for help if they were never taught it was a form of weakness, and they would try and help themselves, but nobody ever taught them how to do that either. The world The Sandman sees is just heartless, so Angel must learn to be like that.
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Angel dreamed about the day she had been in the hospital with the Co-Universe Champion Scythe Bloodline in the bed next to her.

He kept laughing about how Alayna pulled one over on him, how the Diamonds are sneaky snakes. I hate Alayna, she thinks it is funny to attack people from the back, one of these days I will see her coming, and when I do I am going to turn around and slice the little bitches head clean off.

--ω-♋-ω-Perfect Ten-ω-♋-ω--
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"Why are you laughing? Shouldn't you be mad at her?"

I really wanted to know what made him find her actions so funny? How can you just shrug stuff off like this guy was doing. Scythe shook his head and spoke back to me.

--♐-The New Archer-♐--
+-+-+- Scythe Bloodline -+-+-+
"I can not fault her for doing something I should have seen coming."

A woman had been in to visit him, a few actually it almost seemed like everyone that visited Scythe became more furious at Alayna's betrayal towards him, and then it hit me. Why should he be mad at her, there is enough people around him to do the job for him. I don't need to hate anymore there is enough people to hate. So from that day forward I changed my name, who I was is nobody anymore. Drake Diamond trained me, and the Sandman he gave me structure inside The Natural Order I learned a lot. I feel like a hole is through me without Jerrick, but perhaps that is for the best. It might just take a cold heartless bitch to defeat Chaisty Costa and if not her then for sure that is what it will take to beat Mary Jane. I've worked very hard to get to where I am, if it was all ripped out from under me damn right I would be pissed off. Why am I here with The Sandman? He is the only person that cares, if this is what caring looks like I guess. He cares a lot more about me and the Dad ever did and I never had a mother, I miss my time with Drake he laughed and joked around or how Jerrick and I are so defensive over one another. Maybe that's what a family feels like? Oh well, more people will care about me when I am the Amazon champion, I will be able to force them to care. I bet Chasity cares that she is facing me, and that she is facing Mary Jane she cares about everyone she faces that's what a champion does.


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Angel dreamed more and remembered a recent event before reuniting with The Sandman, she is sitting alone in a hospital filing her nails. Across from her is a nervous eighteen year old boy named Adam Highland and better known in IWS as Adam McGavin. He was biting his nails and skin and pacing.

--ω-♋-ω-Perfect Ten-ω-♋-ω--
+-+-+-Angel Love-+-+-+
"Would you sit the hell down."

Lord do I hate hospitals, only thing they do is bring the world life and death.


--Δ--♒---Δ-The Greatest Sin-Δ---♒--Δ--
+-+-+-Adam McGavin-+-+-+
"How, I can't sit! Can't you hear her screaming? They won't let me in there only her mother, what is wrong with her!"

She watched him his face had the panic all over it, he really believes that Alayna is dying. Angel hide the smirk very well, Alayna deserved the pain she was going through, the main reason Angel had hung around the Diamond clan so much this was the moment she's been dying for. The screams, the groans of pain, Alayna being ripped apart filled her with a joy that she hadn't hardly remembered. Angel with a blank face sighed and looked at Adam, he reminded her of her baby brother she lost.

She's not dying, didn't anyone ever teach him about childbirth? Oh that's right, his birth mother was a crack whore, and her girlfriend was a drunk abusive whore. I wonder what it was like growing up in a brothel, what a different point of view he must have.

She studies him like a test subject, it was no wonder Alayna was so protective of him, he grew up in a closed environment she must feel the need to protect something she doesn't have anymore. Angel shook her head and sighed again as she started to talk to try and comfort Adam a little as she started filling her nails again.

--ω-♋-ω-Perfect Ten-ω-♋-ω--
+-+-+-Angel Love-+-+-+
"Nothing is wrong, you just got here late, and your welcome you were lucky I stopped by the Ranch to pick up stuff Drake wanted. What the hell were you doing up in the hay loft anyway? It's freezing tits outside and you were hiding there?"

She paused from filling her nails and lightly blew on them as she looked up at Adam. By the time he got here Alayna had already been in labor and the doctors wouldn't let him in. A female with blonde hair walked out she was in the scrubs attire and looked at Adam.


+-+-+-Lisa Erikson-+-+-+
"Come on, where have you been?"

Angel didn't say anything and froze seeing Lisa Erikson, she was all Drake ever talked about. How much Angel's hair reminded him of Lisa, and how good of a job she did raising his daughter. Adam rushed off with her and Angel felt she had avoided being seen. She hated her good deeds to be noticed mostly because they were not and it was awkward to get praise. She stood up and brushed her hand through her hair before she slipped her nail file in her purse and headed back down stairs. Inside the elevator she ran into Lance Jr and smirked.

--ω-♋-ω-Perfect Ten-ω-♋-ω--
+-+-+-Angel Love-+-+-+
"Here to wish sissy good luck becoming a mommy are you?"

She leaned against the side of the elevator and looked at Lance, he stepped out his baseball cap on and blue jeans with black shoes. He had a five o clock shadow and looked like he hasn't slept in days. Angel had to smirk at the pretty boy that looks a mess and not at all put together like she does.

I can see the confusion in his face, he doesn't know. Alayna doesn't know either I just overheard this woman telling that Lisa lady that it wasn't right to keep a secret anymore with the children all grown. Secrets, what a break for me! Lance will think everyone is lying to him, and hiding things on purpose.

Angel smirked as Lance's eyebrows seemed to frown at her, she knows he doesn't like her because she has a history with Joanna and Alayna both, two people that he'd do anything for.

--♍---♌-The Lost Son-♌---♍--
+-+-+-Lance Diamond-+-+-+
"Um, yeah sept Alayna is my cus..."

--ω-♋-ω-Perfect Ten-ω-♋-ω--
+-+-+-Angel Love-+-+-+
"Oh that's right, must have slipped my mind. I do forget that you Diamond men have your heads so far up your own ass you are numb to around. Not like it matters I doubt that Alayna even knows, no offense but she can't see past the tip of her own nose. Remember when you used to be that way, must have been before Alex died...you stole his girl doesn't that eat away at you Lance? Doesn't that break your heart how you turned him, you darkened his heart and soul. I bet he provoked Sprit, I bet that he aggravated her until she finally snapped, he knew what he was doing."

Lance looked at Angel and bit his bottom lip, she could tell he didn't like what she had to say, it hits very close to home. All the stress from the past few months has aged Lance mentally and physically in a way Angel felt herself lifted from his misery and he can tell.

--♍---♌-The Lost Son-♌---♍--
+-+-+-Lance Diamond-+-+-+
"Don't you talk about him, I don't care if that is your family or not, that was not my fault!"

She sarcastically "oh'd' and put her hand on her chest as she chuckled at his anger. Her eyes sparkled with the joy at his misfortune she sighed and shook her head at him keeping the smug look, she brushed her hair behind her ear and looked into his eyes deeply.

--ω-♋-ω-Perfect Ten-ω-♋-ω--
+-+-+-Angel Love-+-+-+
"Of course not, honey, a Diamond can never do anything wrong can they? Poor baby was suppose to take care of a deranged psychopath all by himself? You KNEW that he had paranoia, you KNEW that he was off in his own word thanks to the slight schizophrenia! Lance it is YOUR fault that Alex is dead...denying it anymore is just an insult to him...and Joanna. You know she blames you, ... in fact that's why you are avoiding her."

She poked him hard in the chest, she still felt angry at him and you can tell in her face, but as her last words his Lance froze and was speechless. Lance looked like a gunshot victim as his face didn't know how to respond.

--♍---♌-The Lost Son-♌---♍--
+-+-+-Lance Diamond-+-+-+
"I-I'm ... I'm sorry."

With that he walked off, seemingly like he was going to head to the stairs. Angel smirked pleased with herself and hit the button for the ground floor. She was more upset at how Alex's brother was taking things then the so called death of Alex. She is not weak minded like people think and she knows just the right buttons to press, she was just as lethal in the ring. A knee going out here, an ankle popping there, a neck snap this way or even a back crack that way. Angel felt her training had finally completed, and now she was set to take her place where she needs to be, as the Amazon champion something that nobody not even this brat she has leached onto wouldn't be able to stop her from doing this time.

--ω-♋-ω-Perfect Ten-ω-♋-ω--
+-+-+-Angel Love-+-+-+
"Well this was fun, but I got a title match to go win."


The elevator doors slide shut and the scene fades out. Angel can't prepare anymore and the time for playing is over.


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There is only one more person I want to visit before my match, but where is she? I searched high and low, I have looked and I have cried out. Do you know what happen to me at thirteen, I killed off half of the student body. Watching them all foam at the mouth how the electric surged through their bodies. I didn't need my Daddy to save me from jail, or prison whichever. You did that too Amanda, do you remember, it was before that bitch ruined you, it was before you killed John Dorian Bridgestone. I remember Amanda Young, I remember how she taught people to value their lives. Sprit Fire ruined Amanda, she turned her soft, she gave her a heart. I can see you trapped in there Amanda, I can see how you desire your freedom, the weight of your sins the screaming of your soul. Jerrick also heard it, I can save you now I am stronger then when you met me a year ago. Just give me one chance like you did Katherine and I can do it, I can release you I will prove it to you. I am just as good as her, I am just as good as Sprit Fire, I am better! I am Angel Love I want the world to know love all of it the bad the good the ugly, just please give me that chance...Max please, let me free Amanda.


Angel looked up from her bed this past week of malnutrition, and isolation has seemed to be slept away. She looked at the clock her breath was heavy as she sat up, Electra King walked into the well light room and she sat a serving tray on a stand next to the canopy bed Angel was sleeping in.

--ω-♋-ω-Perfect Ten-ω-♋-ω--
+-+-+-Angel Love-+-+-+
"What's that? Who are you?"

Angel looked at Electra she was dressed in a beautiful formal Indian attire. ( click here ) Angel watched her as she calmly took a seat in an extravagant looking chair across from her and poured the tea into two handle less cups.

-----The Indian Princess----
+-+-+-Electra King+-+-+
"This is Scottish Breakfast, Miss Love, I am Electra King and owe your Lord Mr. Sandman and he decided that perhaps you needed a woman at your side. You have been tossing and turning my dear for days, we were starting to wonder if you were going to be alright. I have myself never seen such a hysteric fit, I thought for sure you'd swallowed your tongue."

Angel looked at the cup and then took it keeping her non trusting eyes on Electra's she'd watched her pour both cups from the same tea pot and Electra's lips touched the liquid. Angel took this to mean she was not being poisoned and also took a sip of the warm strong tea that seemed to awaken her. Angel looked at her wrist and they were bandaged and stained with her blood. It was a stabbing pain that went all the way through, the pain is enough to blind Angel but she squinted at this woman at her bed side.

-----The Indian Princess----
+-+-+-Electra King+-+-+
"It is nice to see you looking better though, my master was very kind and let you and Mr. Sandman stay here and we've gotten you the best doctor's treatment. Mr. Sandman told my master you are in a match for the Amazon championship they say Chasity Costa is undefeatable."

PESH! That's a riot this woman thinks Chasity is unable to be defeated, she is a strong champion but because people believe she is. I'm not like the rest of these cattle I can see she is just like me only diffidence is I don't have that moral hand break, guilt.

--ω-♋-ω-Perfect Ten-ω-♋-ω--
+-+-+-Angel Love-+-+-+
"If I don't defeat her Mary Jane will, I will stake my life on it."

-----The Indian Princess----
+-+-+-Electra King+-+-+
"Oh, and what would make me believe you value your life so much that this wager holds any weight? Lots of people say just kill me, or I want to die, sometimes I will kill you and here in America they are just words. In my country these remarks are not spoken unless they are true and are purposeful. I believe you to be a strong warrior like an Amazon should be, and you are not just some brainless one either if you listen to Mr. Sandman I believe that you very well would be the next Queen of the Amazons. Is that what your heart truly desires Miss Love?"


Pausing I am not sure how to say what I truly desire, I want that championship more then air. To hold it would give me everything I dreamed of I know it will. I nodded my head at this woman, I only know her name to be Electra King because of her short affiliation to AJ and how I make it my business to know everyone's business. A part of me can sense that Electra knows about me as well and only so many types of people in the world will to "homework" on another person, not too many of them good.

--ω-♋-ω-Perfect Ten-ω-♋-ω--
+-+-+-Angel Love-+-+-+
"Because unlike a lot of people when I say something I mean it. Chasity hasn't faced me one on one and she is lucky that she hasn't, I don't trust her two bitches won't screw me out of this. I respect Mary Jane, a part of me idolizes her. She is strong and she is solid like a rock nothing ever seems to bring her down, I wish I could be like that when I am her age. The Sandman knows that I'm sick of her though, that stupid raggady ann hair, that leather skin, chunky thighs..."


-----The Indian Princess----
+-+-+-Electra King+-+-+
"Ripping her down vocally will not do you any good though. You were in the Natural Order, and the men in that group are barbaric, lawless they follow their own wants and desires and stay true to the circle. I do not like to be the person saying this, but Mr. Sandman saved you from the inevitable, they would have used you up and tossed you away. Even Jerrick Hadrian was using you, now that he is out of the picture The Wolf does not acknowledge you exist, and Mr. Trudex...* smirks*..you poor girl, Mr. Trudex can not even remember your name."


Oh but he will, that's my intention when I win this match. The greatest Amazon champion to ever step foot in this place, not Josie Pleasure, not Chaz Clemens the stupid slut. Not even the all mighty English angel, who does she think she is being the first does not make you the best and who cares what she has to say. I heard her show is about to be canceled she can't keep up with the tapings, and her daughter is raising her teenager brothers all alone. It's sickening to see such a disgrace of a mother not even ashamed of her misdeeds. I'm so much better then Sprit Fire.

-----The Indian Princess----
+-+-+-Electra King+-+-+
"Well Miss Love, I must return to my master's side he also has a grand match to prepare for this Seasons Beatings. I do wish you the best. I will send Mr. Sandman in for you."

I watched her get up and leave it felt odd talking to her, older women being kind to me was not something I am used to. The Sandman was going to be coming back for me, so that means back to sleep. When I wake up, I'll be the champion as soon as the bell rings wake up. Please don't let me oversleep, I want to wake up ok. Sweet dreams love ...

Angel set her cup down and laid her head back against the giant white pillow and she seen the Shrunken head on her night stand. She slowly smiled and grabbed the head holding it tightly to her chest and resumed her lucid sleep. She kept her mind half awake awaiting the sound of the ring bell. When it rings she will look for the champion, the champion is the strongest threat, the champion was the person she has to beat to get her point across. Not Mary Jane, but the Champion, Chasity Costa.

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Mood music:
The Bones Of Baby Dolls by Acid Bath!
Lyrics: Flower girls play lover
Grave games in the courtyard
I heard her screaming like a radio

Flower girls play lover
Grave games in the courtyard
I heard her screaming like a radio

Mary lou left marks on you
She just screams at the walls
The kite string pops
I'm swallowed whole by the sky
We smoke the bones of baby dolls
Techno-liquid screaming meat
Heaven's cold beneath my feet
Cyber love the anti-man we make love... because we can

Virgins play where the bayou's blue
Barefoot (and bloody) eatin' mushroom stew
Work for pay and pay for freedom
Fuck 'em all, we don't need 'em
We smoke the bones of baby dolls

Everything's gone dry
Like bottle glass scraping cross the pavement
Everything's gone dry
Like bottle glass scraping cross the pavement
Everything's gone dry
Like bottle glass scraping cross the pavement
Everything's gone dry
Like bottle glass scraping cross the pavement!
Location: The Sandman's Domain !
Outfit: Clicky !
OOC: -Merry Christmakwanzakah everyone-!
Credit: made by thegirlonfirexx @ rpg directory !